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I didn’t ask for this shit. I didn’t ask for him to get all cozy and start sending me cute texts. I sure didn’t ask to be halfway to getting the feels for him.
If this is where that ends, so much the better. I’ll go back on the app, find a new client, and move on with my life.
Only, right before I shut my eyes, I give in to the stupid urge to send one last message. Just to see. I have to know if that’s what’s happened.
Mel: so who is she? I thought you were mine to do what I wanted with
I instantly regret it. I’m about to delete the message when the symbol below it changes to show Jarradek has read it.
Oh shit!
What have I done? I exit out of the app so fast I almost drop my phone. I lay there with trembling fingers and a racing heart. I can’t believe I sent that stupid message like a jealous girlfriend. I can’t believe I did that.
I’ll have no one to blame but myself if he never books me again.
Right when I was really, really hoping he would.
SEVENTEEN
Jarradek
It’s stupid. Too stupid for words. I have to see her, though.
She stopped answering my messages on Thursday, right after I freaked out, spent all day ignoring her, booked her, then canceled my booking.
I wipe sweaty palms on slightly creased trousers and press the button for the elevator. I would prefer to meet her at my place. Now she’s been there, I wasn’t lying when I said the place feels lonely without her in it.
How can a few hours accomplish that?
I have no idea. All I know is I’m so glad she accepted this booking. I was on the verge of doing something completely crazy like showing up at her sister’s place and demanding to see her.
She’s going to be mad, though. She has every right. I didn’t communicate at all, just shut down when I read that story. So I know I’m about to be in for a world of pain; I can’t decide if I’m excited or terrified.
When I use my pass to enter the suite, her voice stops me as I step through the door. She beat me here!
“Clothes off. Kneel and wait for me there.”
