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“We’re fine. It’s just a misunderstanding.”
“I’ll be there as soon as I can.”
The line disconnects, and I look at Eli. “I think they’ve been arrested.” Something passes across Eli’s face, but it’s gone before I can decipher it. “We need to go get them.” I slide from the bed, and there are clothes for me neatly laid on the chair in Kane’s room. “I need to shower.”
Eli stands up in front of me and starts sliding his boxers on. “Blaze bathed you before we fell asleep.”
I stop mid-stride to the bathroom and turn around. “What?”
Eli smiles softly. “You were deep in the place only Blaze can send you. I know it’s weird that you don’t really remember a lot, but you’ll get used to it.”
I start getting dressed, still confused. How can someone give you a bath and you don’t remember? My heart rate spikes, starting to freak the fuck out when Eli lays his hand on my arm. I try to get my breathing under control. “I really don’t understand any of this.”
“I’ll help you because, Jax, you do so good for them.” His cheeks darken. “And with me.”
“I think I’m in over my head,” I say, buttoning my shirt. Now that everything is said and done, I feel the need to run. I’ve gotten way deeper into this than I originally planned, but the thought of leaving Kane makes me sick to my stomach.If that doesn’t make me fucked up, I don’t know what does.“Let’s go see what’s going on.”
Eli goes in search of Dalton while I slide my shoes on. Before long, we’re on the road to the police station, a million thoughts rolling through my head. When Eli touches my arm, I jump out of my skin. “Sorry,” he mutters, pulling his hand back.
“No. It’s not your fault.” I grab his hand and lace our fingers together. “I just wasn’t paying attention.”
“Is it me, Jaxon?”
“What do you mean?”
“This didn’t happen until after we were together. If that’s not something that you want, then I can pull back.”
I sigh and pull his hand until he’s plastered to my side. “It’s not you. Honestly? I’m just freaking the fuck out. I’ve gotten in really deep with Kane really fucking fast, and I’ve never been in this type of relationship. With a guy, being submissive, or with two other people involved. I’m just…overwhelmed.”
“I get it, trust me. The first time Blaze sent me to subspace, I was in a complete tailspin. But once you realize what’s happening, it’s the best feeling in the world. You just have to trust your Dom or Doms to help you through it. Kane and Blaze will do that. They’ll never leave you to feel alone.”
“Is that what Blaze is now? My Dom?”
“If you want him to be, yeah. But he’s naturally dominant, except for when he’s with Kane. He’s the only one Blaze will let go for, and I think Kane is the only one who can truly help him. Is that what freaked you out? Blaze?”
“I just wish I could remember him when he was taking care of me. The last thing I truly remember is falling asleep on his chest.”
“I can help with that. He told Kane that he wanted to be the one who cleaned you up and then carried you to the bathroom, but he left the door cracked so Kane could still see you. You wouldn’t let go of his neck when he tried to sit you down to run the water, so he set you on his lap on the side of the tub.” As Eli talks, bits and pieces of it start coming back to me. “He got in the bathtub with you and made sure that he got you clean, then just sat there with you until the water got cold. We couldn’t hear what he was saying, but you had the biggest smile on your face.”
It hits me like a ton of bricks. “He said that if I’ll let him, you guys will show me the world.” I look at Eli. “He kept telling me how good I did for him, and he was proud of me for how good I made you feel.”
“I know Blaze is a handful, but he’s telling you the truth. He might push you to the very edge, but he’ll always be there to catch you. And Kane would burn this world to the ground for you. I’ve never seen him like this.”
I huff a laugh, some of the tension leaving me. “What? In jail?”
Eli shakes his head with a smile. “That too.”
We finally pull in front of the station and are led back to where I can already hear Blaze’s voice. “What if they put us in prison? You’re way too pretty, Kane. Just don’t drop the soap.”
“Blaze,” Kane says, sounding tired and already sick of Blaze’s shit. “Shut the fuck up.”
“I wonder if I can fit between these bars. They don’t look that close together.”
“You’re going to get stuck, and I’m not helping you.”
“Oh! I bet we’ll be bunkmates in the big house.”
The cop that led us in walks to the holding cell, where I can see Kane’s profile. He’s leaning against the wall and doesn’t look worried at all about being locked up. Like he can feel me staring, he turns, and the look he gives me lights my blood on fire. “Hello,Litso kukly.”
