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“Are you going to come?”
“I’m so fucking close.”
“Come for your King,Dragotsennyy.” I adjust my hips to hit his prostate, and he tightens around me.
Eli reaches down and grabs his balls in a tight hold, squeezing. Seconds later, his cum is hitting my chest. “King!”
“Dragotsennyy,” I groan, coming right behind him. I pull him against my chest and lean back on the couch to get our breathing under control. I kiss his sweaty forehead and cheeks.
He pulls back with a soft smile and places his lips against mine. I kiss him slowly, making him melt against my chest. He pulls back. “Thank you, King.”
“Don’t ever thank me. When you need something, you come to me.” He nods, and I peck his lips. I run my fingers across his cheek. “I have to go.”
His face falls. “Where?”
“To get Jaxon.”
The smile that breaks out across Eli’s face makes my heart flip in my chest. I run my fingers across his collar, and my decision about Jaxon feels right.
I just hope I’m not fucking up.
CHAPTER25
JAXON
Two weeks. That’s how long it’s been since I’ve seen or heard from Kane. And Blaze. Eli tries to come every day, and that gives me a little bit of hope. I know it makes me fucked up, but even the scar Blaze left on my neck makes me feel closer to them. But it makes me worry even more about Blaze. Eli is tight-lipped about him which is not normal.
I’ve never had my heart broken before, and it feels like I’m fucking dying. No matter how dramatic that sounds. My chest aches constantly, I can’t sleep, I barely eat, and IneedKane.
According to Diego, who’s actually not so bad to be around, Kane asks about me every day. I just wish he would talk to me directly. I miss his voice and everything else that came with him. I knew that I’d become dependent on Kane, but I didn’t realize how much until he wasn’t in my life anymore, and it’s my own goddamn fault. I should have come clean or quit the force when I realized I was falling in love with Kane. If I’m honest with myself, I was falling in love with Blaze and Eli, too. So this heartbreak is times three.
Someone knocks on the door, and I roll over to face it. “Yeah?”
Diego sticks his head through with a smile. “Lunch is on the table.”
“I’m not hungry.” I roll over and bury myself under the covers like a freaking child. I hear him walk in and sit on the edge of the bed.
“Jaxon, we’ve talked about this. You have to eat.”
“Why?” I mumble.
“Because Kane will skin me alive if anything happens to you while you’re here.” That gets my attention, and I poke my head out. “He still cares. He’s just pissed.”
“He has every right to be. I wish he would have shot me. At least I wouldn’t be dealing with this pain.”
“Kane wouldn’t have been able to live with himself if he hurt you.” He stands up and jerks the blankets from the bed. “Now, come on.” Diego and I have developed some sort of brotherly relationship. He even quit locking the door when he realized I wasn’t going to run. When he knew how bad this hurt me, he started getting pushier about me not wallowing in my jail cell.
“Have I told you lately that I hate you?”
“Yes, and you’re full of shit. Get the fuck out of the bed.”
With a sigh, I sit up and swing my legs over the edge. “Fine.” I follow him into the dining room and flop into a chair.
Diego answers messages and phone calls, leaving me to stew in my own shit. I try not to ask questions because I don’t want them to think that I’m still digging into them. I push food around my plate and think about the first night that I met Kane.
Everything was already in place, and I was already looking for him when he walked in with Blaze. He commanded a room whether he was trying to or not. I was immediately drawn to him even though I was there for a job. I watched him for a while, and the moment that our eyes met, I knew I was fucked. I had to have a five-minute pep talk with myself just to go up to him to introduce myself. What I told Kane was true. I was newly bi-sexual, and he was the first man I ever met that I wanted to be with in that way. I was hooked from the first night and should have told Captain Carls to shove this job up his ass. They knew I’d never be able to bring Kane down and were totally okay with them killing me when they found out. Blaze and Eli, I never figured into the equation, which made everything much more complicated.
“Jaxon.” My head jerks up to Diego’s voice. “What dream world were you just living in?”
