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Jaxon looks up, locking those beautiful blue eyes on me. “Itrust you. I want this. No. I need this, and so do you.”
“You aren’t even healed. What about your stitches?”
Jaxon gives me that crooked smile. “We cleared it with Doc. The worst ones are healing really well, and you just have to avoid those. I’ll be fine.”
“Your ribs?”
“They’re fine. Just sore. I can handle whatever you throw at me, Sir.”
My mind and body are fighting against each other. My cock is rock hard thinking of all the things I want to do to him, but my mind is yelling at me not to trust myself. It would be easy to hurt him while we’re playing. I look into Jaxon’s eyes and see the trust there. Trust he has for me. The voices are a low roar right now, easy to tune out. But what if that changes when Jaxon and I are in the middle of a scene? Can someone stop me in time? I know Kane will be there for safety reasons, and I’m okay with that. He’ll want to know Jaxon’s safe the entire time.
I stand from the bed and run my fingers through Jaxon’s curly hair. He shudders from head to toe at my touch, and I make my decision. “Stay right there, Boy toy.”
“Yes, Sir.”
I go to my closet and change into my favorite pair of jeans. Grabbing a black t-shirt, I slide it over my head and walk back into my room. Jaxon is still sitting there with his head down and his hands on his thighs. I stick my hand down for him. When he slides it into mine, I pull him to his feet, my lips going to his. I groan into the kiss because I’ve missed him like this. Jaxon’s arms go around my neck, holding me as tight as I’m holding him. I reluctantly pull away. “Let’s go.”
Jaxon smiles and slides his hand into mine, lacing our fingers together. “Yes, Sir.”
We walk like that downstairs to find Kane and Elijah. They’re waiting for us in the living room, and Elijah jumps up from the couch, running into my arms. I wrap him in a hug, burying my face in his neck. “Master.”
“Pet.” I kiss him slowly and look at Kane. I nod, letting him know that I’m okay. He nods back and jerks his head toward the door.
We slide into the limo, Jaxon by my side. I lay my hand on his thigh and massage it. “How are you feeling?” Kane asks.
“Fine right now.” While my mind is clear, I decide to ask some questions. “You never were going to kill me, were you?”
“No,” Kane agrees, and for the first time, I believe him. “I’d never hurt you, Blaze.”
I look at Jaxon. “And you never were trading me in for Kane?”
“Never. I love you both in different ways, but the same amount.”
My mind latches onto one word, and I can’t let it go. “Love?”
“I don’t want to get into it right now because I want to enjoy tonight. But you need to know you saved me in more ways than one. I’ll explain it, I promise, just later. I love you, Sir.”
“Fuck,” I say gruffly, pulling Jaxon’s forehead against mine. I can’t get the words to leave my mouth, and Jaxon pecks my lips.
“It’s okay,” Jaxon whispers. “You don’t have to say it now. You tell me whenever you feel like you can trust me again.”
I nod, trying not to feel like shit. I do love him with my entire being, but I can’t be that vulnerable with him yet. The fact that he knows that tells me Jaxon will be in my life long enough to tell him on my time. Jaxon sinks to his knees on the floorboard between my legs. “What are you doing?”
His hands go to my jeans, unbuttoning them and sliding the zipper down. “Showing you that I love you.” He reaches into my pants and pulls my cock out. He licks around the head, and my hips leave the seat. I grip the seat so hard that my knuckles are turning white when he slides his wet, hot mouth down my cock.
“You won’t hurt him, Blaze,” Kane assures me. “He needs this too.”
“Needs what?” I groan when Jaxon swirls his hand around the base.
“You. Not the you that holds himself back,” Elijah answers. “The you that he knows and loves.”
I know without asking what they mean. I grip Jaxon’s hair and pull him from my cock. “Is that what you need, Boy toy? You want me to take the control from you?”
“Yes,” Jaxon pants, rubbing his cock on the outside of his pants. I watch him for a second because it’s so fucking hot, then push his hand away with my boot.
“Stop that.” I place my boot on his hard cock and apply pressure. The moan that leaves his mouth has Kane swiping a hand down his face. “You’re such a cock slut. Aren’t you?”
“Yes, Sir.”
