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By the time the Jacuzzi’s full, Willow’s screaming my name, wriggling against my face as her orgasm rips from within her.
She catches her breath while I lean over her to switch off the tap, before helping her stand, her legs unstable after my attack.
“Fuck, you’re glorious when you come apart like that…with your flushed cheeks and beautiful smile.” I bite back another groan as I stare into her eyes.
Instead of shying away from the compliment, a wicked grin lights up her face and she drops to her knees, grabbing my cock before I’ve had a chance to register it. She wraps her lips around me in one swift movement, and then, in a move reminiscent of when she wanted me to admit my feelings, she grabs my ass and holds me still, swallowing my length until I hit the back of her throat, choking back her tears.
“Fuck, Willow,” I rush out, my voice breathless. “You…you don’t have to do this.”
She pulls away with a pop, glancing up at me as her tongue flattens against my tip. “What if I want to?” she whispers, making my cock jump as I nod, no longer able to form words.
With one hand wrapped around my base, she works me until my legs start shaking, her eyes locked on mine, making sure I know she’s in control. Her expression alone has my balls tightening, but when she circles my tip with her tongue, while squeezing my length, I'm done for.
“Willow, I—”
She sucks me again until I cry out her name, filling her mouth as she moans.
Goddammit.“Willow.”
Dropping down beside her, I wrap her in my arms and pull her on top of me, pressing a kiss to her head.
“God, you’re amazing,” I whisper against her hair, smiling when she starts to giggle.
“Is it bad that I love that?” she asks with a slight flinch. “I love watching you lose control, knowing I’m the one that’s doing it.”
I bark out a laugh and shake my head. “I mean, it makes me nervous, but it’s not completelybad.”
She sits up and shoves at my chest. “You better be ready; I am going to controleverything.” Her lips pull into a smirk before she loses it and laughs, making me chuckle with her.
“It feels so easy here and now. With you,” she says, turning serious. “We have such a messed-up past, but it just feels… I don’t know.”
“Right?” I ask.
“Yes, right. But so much more than that.”
She snuggles into me again and we stay like that for a moment, both lost in thought, curled up on the cold tiles, the Jacuzzi abandoned.
When she starts to shiver, I lift her up and take her to bed, positioning her so she’s resting on top of me.
She breathes out a contented sigh, and I smile against her hair. She’s right.This is so much more than that.And I want to share everything with her.
“I didn’t get to answer you before,” I whisper, running my hand through her hair as her fingers glide over my naked chest.
“Mmm,” she mumbles, leaning back to glance up at me through her lashes, her messy hair dancing across her face.
“I’m not cured.” I pause, brushing her hair to the side, my eyes focused on the strands instead of her face. “I still don’t like people touching me,” I admit. “It still sends shivers through my body and has my chest tightening. But with you, and to a point with those that I trust, it’s different.”
“Why do you think that is? Why was it different with me?”
I take a deep breath, ready to say my theory out loud for the first time. “Because you were there before.”
“What?” She sits up with a pinched expression on her face.
“When I was bruised or aching, I hated people getting close to me because I didn’t want them to see me flinch or question my reaction. And to prove my point, I flinched the first time you touched me. It was more reactive back then. But after that night…the last time, it became a mental reaction as well as a physical one. I didn’t want anyone to touch me, period.” I shudder just thinking about it now.
“But Willow, I’d kissed youbeforethat night. Yours was the only positive touch I’deverhad, ever allowed, and I guess my body never forgot that.” I shrug while Willow sucks her lips into her mouth, fighting back tears.
“I may not remember what I felt back then,” she whispers, running a finger down my cheek, her eyes following the movement until the next words leave her mouth. “But I know how I feelnow. I love you, Jesse. More than I ever thought was possible. When I think of you, my heart feels so full it could burst, and I’m sorry it took me so long to say it. Because you are the only one for me. I felt it even before I knew anything about you. This connection—I knew it was real. I’ve just been so terrified of how big it is. But I love you. So much.”
