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“I don’t know how you do it to me,” he growls, taking my thigh in his hand and raising it up to make space for himself between my legs. “I wanna punish you for the thoughts you put inside my head.” I want to ask him what kinda thoughts he means, but when I feel him press against my entrance, I remain silent and hold my breath while I wait for him to push inside me.
“Are you scared?” It seems a strange question to ask at this moment and I wonder if it disappoints him when I shake my head.
“You should be,” he tells me before dropping his head and watching himself slowly push inside me.
His cock is a lot to take, and when it’s fully seated inside me he holds himself still and allows me to stretch around it. He doesn’t flinch when my nails dig into the scar tissue on his back, instead, he breathes heavily and grips hard at my hip.
“You're tight, Red. So tight that it fuckin’ hurts a little.”
“Maybe you're just too big,” I whisper, reminding myself to breathe too.
“You got an argument for everything.” He lifts up his head and challenges me, and when I smile back at him he shakes his head and smirks a little himself.
“Do you wanna come for me now?” he asks, as if that's a serious question.
“I’d have come five minutes ago if you’d have let me,” I remind him.
“Just imagine how good it’s gonna feel when I do.” He slides out of me and then pushes agonizingly slowly back inside. “You’re fuckin’ wild, but I don’t wanna fuckin’ tame ya,” he admits, forcing me to look at him with his grip on my face. “You confuse me. You toy with me.”
He slowly fucks me, driving me crazy and building me closer to that edge again.
“I wanna hurt you and protect you all at the same time,” he whispers before his lips press over mine and he fills me with his tongue too.
It feels so good to kiss him again, to have his full attention. I’m not that kind of girl, I can’t remember a time where I’ve ever felt this way about anyone, but something about Cole turns me into a desperate, wanting wreck. It can’t be healthy but I don’t care, not when us being together like this feels so good.
“Come,” Cole speaks against my lips and clasps his fingers tighter around my jaw, triggering me to unleash, and as the ecstasy works its way through my body and floods my brain, I feel myself cling to him like I’m petrified. Cole freezes, clutching me back just as firm as he empties inside me, and my walls contract around him, holding on to him like a vice. I feel every pulse and throb of him. Even our heartbeats seem to be in sync, and for the longest moment, he stares at me like he’s the one who’s become afraid.
“You okay?” He eventually breaks the silence, surprising me when his hand tenderly strokes the hair off my face. I’m asweaty, exhausted mess and can’t imagine how awful I must look.
“Yeah,” I whisper, still trying to catch my breath.
Cole slowly pulls himself out and, in his absence, I feel the real discomfort of his size.
He almost seems embarrassed by what just happened when he stands back up and drops his head.
“Areyouokay?” I prop myself up on my elbows and check.
“Yeah.” His whisper comes out gravelly. I wish I could know what’s going through his head. Something’s definitely got him disturbed.
“You wanna go back to the ranch?” I check.
“No.” He shakes his head and frowns, almost like he doesn’t understand his answer. Then reaching forward he lifts me up off the bed and kisses me again.
“I wanna stay here a while,” he breaks away to tell me, pulling back the comforter and resting me back down so my head is on the pillow. Climbing in beside me, he wraps me tight in his arms and rests his chin on the top of my head.
We both lay in complete silence, and I stare up at the ceiling trying to decide if I feel more relieved or guilty. I haven’t been with anyone since Aubrey. Ain’t no one who I wanted until this sassy little redhead showed up on our ranch. I’ve held myself back, told myself I didn’t need what my instincts were telling me, but what just happened came too easy.
For the time I allowed myself to wholly focus on her, all those dark thoughts in my head went away. So did the hate. It felt good not to be weighed down by the burden of it. But I gotta question how it could have been so simple. I loved Aubrey, I based my whole world and the future I had in it around her. I lost her. Then I lost her again, and my whole world crumbled. She shouldn’t have been so easy to forget in those moments me and Savannah just had.
“I can see why you like it here.” Savannah’s voice drags me away from my thoughts, and I can’t help liking the way her fingers trail over my chest so delicately. Everything about the girl is delicate and soft, apart from her fuckin’ mouth.
“It’s peaceful. You got everything you need.” She reaches over me to grab the bottle from the nightstand and takes a sip. “And…”
“And what?” I roll on my side so I’m facing her.
“I know you like your own space.” Her fingertips slide through my hair and she looks as though she feels sorry for me.
“Don’t do that,” I warn her.
