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After sitting next to her, I furrowed my brow. “Would what?”
“Give you a contract.”
“A contract for what?” I asked.
She gently scratched her forehead with her manicured nails. “To be his submissive.”
I stared at her quizzically.
“Usually, in a BDSM relationship, you have a contract that clearly and legally outlines the boundaries of the dynamic,” she said. “Apparently, Steven asked Hector for advice about contracts, which is something he’d never done before.”
My lips curled into a frown. “Oh.”
She sipped her champagne. “Maybe he’s saving it for another day.”
“Or another girl,” I whispered, the words tumbling out of my mouth before I could even process them in my brain. I knew it wasn’t true, but between this and Steven not really telling me what my diamond necklace was at first … it made me wonder.
But I didn’t want to think about that right now. Today had been amazing.
“Excuse me?” Heather said, staring at me, completely pissed. “You’d better take that back, Sea. We both know that man is head over fucking heels for you. Don’t you even think that there is another girl in the picture.”
I laid my head back against the couch and stared behind me through the window. “I know, but …” My heart raced. I didn’t know why I had been so jealous suddenly. Maybe it was because I was beginning to fall so hard for him.
Butterflies fluttered in my stomach.
He had seemed so good with the kids today.
So happy …
“But nothing,” she said. “If that ever happened, you know I would be the first one to”—she made a snipping motion with her index and middle fingers—“chop off his … precious penis.”
A giggle bubbled up past my lips. “I know.”
“He’s just waiting,” she reassured.
“But for what?”
“Maybe he prefers … something else and isn’t sure if you’re ready for it,” Heather said.
I chewed on the inside of my cheek. “What else could he be into? He’s relatively open with me—at least about sex.” Though with personal things, he was still a bit distant. And I mean, I understood why, but I didn’t know the reasons for him …
Not wanting to make it official.
Heather moved closer to me on the couch and gently nudged my shoulder with hers. “I know you’ve wanted a family since what happened a few years ago, but don’t be so hard on yourself. I don’t even know Steven, but he seems really happy with you.”
“What can it be? What do I need to fix about myself?”
“Nothing!” Heather said a bit too loudly. After recovering by throwing Steven, Hector, and Michelle a small smile, Heather cleared her throat and lowered her voice. “You don’t have to change anything about yourself. He might just be into … something different. And there’s nothing wrong with you both learning what you’re into.”
My eyes burned with tears. “I don’t want to be with anyone but him.”
Maybe I wasn’t pleasing him the way I’d thought I was. He had needs. He couldn’t just teach me the ropes forever and be happy about not getting what he desired in return. And if I didn’t please him, then someone else would.
“What do you think he’s into?” I whispered.
After shrugging, Heather looped her arm around mine and rested her head on my shoulder. “I don’t know. You should talk to him about it. Hector is into some more punishment and discipline kind of stuff. It could be something darker that Steven hasn’t shown you yet.”
Punishment? Discipline?
