Page 63 of F*ck You in My Head


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He nodded and let his eyes wander over my face. I had put on the kitsune mask and noticed his body's reaction to it not a second later. I liked that. Knowing little things like that made him crazy gave me a certain power over him.

"Eventually one will be able to have a look at me fucking you."

"Good, maybe someone will learn something for the future."

Laughing softly, I went to the laptop, opened the program and moved the mouse cursor to the button that would start the livestream.

Since I wasn't interacting with the viewers or responding to messages, it didn't matter that the camera and laptop were further away from us. It was just Lei and me. The fact that others were watching and even paying for it was just a special thrill that satisfied my exhibitionism.

"All those clever words coming out of your mouth. I wonder how many more there will be when I'm done with you," I muttered and pressed the button.

Immediately I turned and walked toward him. Between his thighs I sank to my knees, well aware of the effect it had on my body that he was already completely naked and I was still in the red harness.

His eyes slid appreciatively over my face. Impressive how he kept control even though he was tied up and couldn't do anything. Words were all he had left, and he used them sparingly at the moment, for it was not normally in his nature to slip into a role even remotely as submissive as the one he had taking on for me.

A gift. In the truest sense of the word.

First, I placed my hand on his ankle and stroked the end of the tattoo. The intricate lines had clearly not been done with a machine, but with the ancient technique that was a tradition in this country. How many hours of pain had he endured to achieve this result?

Slowly, I slid up and watched as a shiver ran through his body and his gaze became more intense. He never stopped looking at me, following every movement, always paying attention to what was happening in my eyes.

I swallowed. Lei was without a doubt one of the most beautiful men I had ever met. And I didn't just mean his physical appearance, but all the other qualities that made him special. The infinite serenity he radiated. The intelligence behind his eyes. The caring. His worldview. The charisma that made everyone seek him out in a room full of people because he so easily influenced everything that went on around him.

There was no way in the world that I would ever be in a position of dominance over him. It was not my way, nor was it my desire. But I was going to play with him and find out if he would give me the same amount of trust he asked of me.

"Is that all you're going to do? Admire my tattoos?" he asked after a while. His physical reaction belied the subliminal message of his words.

I looked up at him with a grin. "What makes you think this is going to be a short session?"

I fumbled under the chair for the object I had placed there earlier. The dim light refracted off the polished, sharp blade.

Innocently, I looked up at him, studying his tight jaw. "This is not a toy, 'alopeke," he said, exhaling loudly.

"Scared?" I replied. "That I might hurt you? That you might bleed for me?"

"Is that what you want?"

Slowly I shook my head. "No. But I'm going to let you prove how serious you take this. Us. First I'm going to explore your body, and then I'm going to fuck you. While I'm doing that, the knife will probably be in a place where you're not going to like it. But if you want me to give up my control for you, you'll endure it and prove you can hold back when necessary." He had demonstrated this in so many contexts– but in this one I needed the validation again. I needed to test him. In an extreme way, in order to adapt to what was to come in the future. I was fast approaching it, so I needed certainty.

A certainty that Lei would only be able to give me if he would submit to me without a doubt in this one situation.

His gaze rested on me, but he seemed to agree with the idea of giving me free rein this one time, if it meant that I could trust him in the future as well.

"But watch how far you go, Audrey. One day I'll be the one wielding the knife over your body and I'll be happy to return the favor."

Confidently, I smiled at him. Was he trying to scare me into holding back? My smile turned into a grin as I pressed the tip of the blade against his testicles from below. Flat and in a way that wouldn't hurt him. Still, the knife had an impressive effect. Lei's eyes snapped open. His nostrils flared as he inhaled sharply. Suddenly, his entire body showed an unspoken warning.Don't get carried away, Audrey.

"Don't worry, I know exactly what I'm doing," I reassured him, leaning down to brush my lips over his erection. Just briefly, and just enough to leave a wet trail to his head.

Then I leaned back and moved the knife further, pausing at his thigh. This time I leaned forward to run my tongue over his tattoo. I followed the intricate lines with my eyes before continuing to work my way up with the knife and my mouth. I pushed against Lei with my whole body. Ignoring how his cock slid over my skin, I focused solely on how the tattoo adapted to his body.

It wasn't long before I heard Lei's breathing getting heavier. Goosebumps spread over him under my touch. He kept shaking his shoulders, but not because of the position they were in due to the restraints, but because one pleasant shiver after another ran down his spine.

"What's taking you so damn long?" he growled. "I've been more than ready for you for a long time now. And knowing you, the same can be said for you."

But that was not the point.

"I enjoy. I explore. I pay homage. Take your pick, but I explore every inch of your body with my gaze, my tongue, my knife..." A pleasurable sound left my throat, almost like a cat purring.

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