Page 64 of F*ck You in My Head


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Resting my fingers on his chest, I slid onto his lap and looked at him. I had already pushed the mask up to my forehead so I could reach him easily. With my back to the camera, it was no problem.

"You know what I want?"

"No. But I can guess. Only I'm not going to follow it. At least not yet," I murmured, leaning forward to bite into his shoulder before tracing the tattoos across his neck. Slipping a hand into his hair, I pulled his head back and brought the knife to bear again, running the blade across his larynx. I heard it scrape across the skin and stubble and smiled as I felt his pulse quicken.

"Are you nervous? Or is that fear?" I mumbled, as I moved. This time he swallowed.

His eyes had darkened, and I realized it was no longer just the restraints that held him. Lei only stayed in this position because he knew how important it was for me.

"I am entrusting my life to you right now. Putting it in your hands doesn't scare me. But knowing how sharp that knife is certainly does."

Gently, I pressed my lips to his ear. "I'm not going to hurt you," I assured him and pulled away, if only to look at him. With a flick of my head, I let the mask fall back over my face, then stood and slid off his lap.

With my back to him, I positioned myself between his legs, bending forward so my hips were pushed further toward him while my head and mask were at eye level with the camera. Under the mask I smiled as I bent my knees a little and felt his erection pressing against my core.

Normally by now he would have used his hands to push my pelvis down so he could impale me, but today nothing of the sort happened. Instead, I slid over him, spreading my wetness, but not allowing him to slide into me, even though it would have been easy.

I looked over my shoulder at him and realized that all of this was really scratching at his self-control. So I reached out with the knife and put it between my legs. I felt the cool metal press against my clit and heard Lei growl. With every movement of his cock against me, he risked coming in contact with the knife. And yet he continued... letting me feel how much it excited him– and demanded respect at the same time.

Only when I could have come from the touch alone did I straighten up. It took an effort to focus my eyes on him as I turned to face him. I slid down onto his lap again, then leaned over his shoulder until I reached his wrists and cut the restraints in one swift motion.

His hands remained in place as I stood and looked down at him from my elevated position. "Not only am I not going to hurt you, but I'm going to prove to you that I really trust you," I said, reaching for the mask before pulling it off and tossing it aside.

He raised his eyebrows.

I shook my head. "No more hiding. You know me, my secrets, my dark side. I don't need to hide from you. And I don't have to hide from this camera anymore."

His hands were no longer in the position they had been before. One slid up my body, wrapped around my neck in a possessive gesture. His thumb stroked my pulse before he tilted my head and used his control over my neck to force me to stand.

Slowly we rose. Behind his back, he reached for the chair and placed it behind me before turning me around and making sure I was supported on the back with both hands. Then he made me kneel on the seat, my back pushed through and my ass stretched toward him.

Finally, he stepped behind me, grabbed my chin, and with the other grabbed my hair to pull it up at the back of my head. Then he turned my face toward the camera, forcing me to make eye contact with it.

His mouth was pressed against my ear. This time I inhaled sharply. "Show our viewers how crazy it makes you when I fuck you like this."

Without warning, he penetrated me, nearly knocking me over with a powerful thrust. It was only his grip that saved us both.

Lei plunged so deep into me that I couldn't help but moan and close my eyes as the sensations flooded my body. I felt every inch of him. Inside me, against me... my entire perception consisted of Lei.

There was no question that I had taken off the mask, and he immediately took advantage of that to present me proudly.

He let go of my chin, knowing full well that I had understood the instruction and would carry it out even without his support. Fingers slid over my heated skin, digging in. Into my waist, my hips, and my ass as he penetrated me relentlessly, ceaselessly. I felt the determination behind it, the anger because I had irritated him with the knife but also the power I had finally given him today. Lei now controlled every part of me, and I had given them all up voluntarily. Individually, but that made no difference because he had earned it all. And so much more.

So he didn't fuck me for the camera and the viewers. There was acknowledgement, but otherwise it was just between us, as it always was. Words followed his touches, and each time he found the perfect spot inside me, my restraint dissolved more and more. To the point where it was impossible to tell the difference between wild animals and us.

Lei

Ifelt the piercing vibration of my phone throughout the bed, so after half an eternity– in which there was no pause– I forced my eyes open and blinked, fumbling for it.

Maybe it was a weekday and I had to be in the office sometime in the morning, but even so, I didn't expect to be able to decipher the number of the top executive of the company I worked for on the display at half past six in the morning.

My eyes fell on Audrey. The blanket had slid down her back with my movement. She was lying on her stomach, one leg and one arm bent, her hair all over the pillow. Just a moment ago I had been snuggled up against her soft, warm body, and now I was stumbling out of bed so she would not wake up. After what we had done just a few hours ago, she deserved every minute of sleep she could get.

As the phone continued to buzz furiously, I moved slowly toward my office, sleep still in my bones. I never really used it because I went to the company building anyway, but in the weeks since Audrey had moved in, it had come in handy.

It wasn't until I'd sunk into my desk chair, and the phone still wasn't idle, that I answered the call.

We were on a first-name basis, but the icy chill that had just hit me over the phone made every hair on my bare arms stand up.

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