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I kissed him to stop thinking and ran my hands over his warm skin, loving it when his muscles jumped underneath my touch. I did that to him. There was power in the knowledge andin being the kind of person who could make Max need. I didn’t usually roll around in such a heady sensation, but I loved it and decided to let myself enjoy the moment while it lasted.
I kissed his chin, and he did the same to me, which made me giggle. He grinned. It was nice not to be so serious. I had to find a way to keep this lighter in my head before I started equating sex with Max with some kind of life-altering, universe shattering occurrence. I had to stay in the here and now, and that was a beautiful place to be.
I squirmed beneath him and pulled my pants off in an awkward way. He didn’t seem to notice as he laid kisses all over my face.
But then he did that sexy thing again where he lifted one eyebrow while he looked at me. “In a hurry?”
“Aren’t you?”
He shook his head, and a piece of his hair slowly fell over his eyes. “No. I want to savor every minute, but thanks for helping me get to where I wanted to be.”
What did he mean by that if he wasn’t also in a hurry to reach completion? Maybe my confusion showed on my face because he winked at me. “If your previous lovers aren’t doing this with you, Hope, then they’ve been letting you down.”
I still didn’t understand until he pulled my panties down with his teeth. I sucked in a breath. Okay, now I fully grasped the situation. Really? He wanted to dothat? My friends always complained that their boyfriends didn’t go down on them, yet Max wanted to do it unprompted?
“You don’t have to do this, if you don’t want to.”
The act seemed more intimate than our time in the car, or even of us being joined inside me. His mouth on my pussy would be a whole different thing altogether, and I didn’t have time to consider really how I…
“There’s nohave towith me, beautiful. I tend to do just what I want, unless you don’t want me to, which is a whole different situation.”
I swallowed. I kind ofdidwant to know what it would feel like. Nodding, slowly, I hoped my game face was in place.Wow.I was really fucked up when it came to this stuff. Max furrowed his brow for a second.
“If you don’t like it, tell me to stop. You’re not going to hurt my feelings.” He held my gaze. “I can’t explain how much I get off on knowing I’m making you wet for me. It works for me. Always has. And I think that it’ll be even hotter with you.”
His mouth was on me then. I thought I wouldn’t like it, that I’d tell him to stop, but I did like it. I gasped, my hips rising, but his hand came down on me to hold me still. He licked me and then sucked. Oh yes, I liked the sucking. I liked that alot. I closed my eyes. There was nowhere to go, nowhere to escape from this kind of pleasure. I couldn’t turn it off. I grabbed on to the black sheets of his bed, like they could center me in the world, but quickly found I couldn’t really hold on to them.
Pent up energy building inside me suddenly ached for release. The tension built, but it wasn’t slow or gentle. I exploded around his tongue like a bomb. Unable to think, unable to even comprehend the fact that it was happening, I learned all at once that pleasure sometimes came with pain. Yet I loved it, craved that discomfort as much as the pleasure he gave me at the same time. I didn’t know if I could have explained it, if pressed.
I hoped I never had to.
Max lifted his head to regard me. “I love how fast you come for me. It’s such a gift.”
I stroked my hand along his face, running my fingers through his hair. “Maybe you’re just gifted?”
“And good for my ego too.”
I leaned up on my elbows. “Come over here, and I’ll return the favor.”
He shook his head. “I’d love that…another time. Right now, I want to be inside you, if that’s okay. You run this show, so to speak.”
I swallowed. “I don’t have all that much experience giving blow jobs.” I wondered if everyone else out there practically choked on the words when they said it and hoped that I’d managed to fake being casual about it relatively well. I supposed I should tell him I had no experience.None.But that would undo the constant pretending I was doing, which now bordered on lying. Still, I wasn’t going to deal with any of that at the moment.
He shook his head. “Not tonight, and I’m not worried about your inexperience. I have to tell you the truth—there is no such thing as a bad blow job, end of story. But it makes me beg the question, why are you with an old guy like me? Never mind. Don’t answer. I like you with me in this here and now.”
I liked it too, so I kissed him before he yanked off the rest of his clothing. I’d seen his cock in the car, but I was getting a better look at it. It was long, thick, veined, and I was glad we’d done this once before so I didn’t have to wonder if it was going to fit. I still momentarily jarred at the thought.How funny.I was predictable in my anxiety, if nothing else.
I reached out to touch him, cupping the top of his cock with my hand. He closed his eyes. “The things that you do to me. I mean, fuck.” He pushed my hand away and climbed on top of my body. “I can’t get over how you want me.”
Why wouldn’t I? Had he looked in the mirror lately? Had he spent time talking to himself? Didn’t he understand his complete, overall appeal? Maybe one of Max’s most endearing qualities was that he really didn’t have the slightest idea how fucking sexy he was. Maybe he didn’t care? Either way, in a world of shallow, I loved his deep depths.
I wanted him inside of me.
I lifted an eyebrow. “Condom?”
He reached over me and opened his drawer, pulling one out. “Like before, will you open it for me?”
His hands weren’t shaking. I took it from him. “You look pretty steady and capable to me.”
