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MATTHEW
It had been torture trying not to touch Sophie the moment I spotted her at headquarters, looking so flushed and glowing that I knew getting fucked repeatedly last night was good on her. That torture extended when the rest of my day was busy, too, and even Sebastian and Rupert had to get involved, so we were left with no choice but to ask Jean and her brother to take her home.
That didn’t mean, however, that she wasn’t on my mind, because she occupied it every single hour. It was crazy trying not to react every time I envisioned her all naked while she let my roommates eat her out and use her mouth on the couch, then finally let me use my cock on her while she rode us both to orgasm. Suffice to say, my fantasy had nothing on reality, as the real Sophie blew my mind when she came all over me.
I should feel guilty. I should be beating myself up, but I couldn’t, not when my desire for her trumped everything else. I wanted to stay in bed with her and do it all over again. I wanted to hear her moan my name and cry out when she came around my cock. Hell, I wanted her in all positions, experimenting with what made her come the most and proving to her that her ex was the problem, not her. But someone else needed me, too, so I had to drag myself out of there.
“Hey, focus,” Rupert warned when he passed me, and I realized I was zoning out.
“I’m focused,” I lied, anyway, then met his gaze. “We need to talk.”
His only answer was a curt nod. I didn’t see Sebastian at all, but the hours flew by and before we knew it, we were too tired and the apartment was quiet and dark when we got home. I zonked out immediately, slept past my alarm, and was late for work. But I had a three-way call with the two other men during my drive, and we were ready by the time I reached the restaurant.
The first agenda on the table was to call her to the office. I stayed inside while she finished up some tasks, not wanting to alarm her or make the others suspicious. When she finally came in and I got a good, long look at her, it was like a blast to the system, knowing the intimate places she let me touch. I wanted to throw my words out the window in case it ruined everything.
But I couldn’t. So I inhaled deeply and offered her a small smile.
“Come have a seat. We need to talk.”
My polite words shifted her curious expression to wariness. But her boldness remained as she tilted her head and didn’t just let it slide. “Why are we acting like strangers? Does finally having sex with you mean that I’m losing your friendship?”
I opened my mouth, dumbfounded, then closed it. When I had nothing to say to that, I strode over and tugged her to me. Her eyes widened, but the way she opened up so fast when I kissed her was still mind-blowing. It called to my hunger and made me want to keep kissing her until we both forgot about the world, but we couldn’t, not yet. I had responsibilities, and it started with her.
Nipping her lower lip and yearning deep in my bones, I broke the kiss and stood back. Her hands clung to my dress shirt, but they released me when she noted my serious expression.
“I know this is office hours and I shouldn’t bring this up now, but I have to. It’s only fair to you.”
The cloudy desire in her eyes faded at that.
“Spit it out, Matthew.”
“The three of us—me, Rupert, and Sebastian—are older than you, and the age gap should have been enough to warn us away. But it wasn’t and it didn’t. Instead, we indulged in our basest desires and took advantage of someone so young and vulnerable.”
She opened her mouth to protest, but I held up my hand, wishing to continue. Sophie relented and waited.
“The point is, sleeping with you was wrong. If people found out, you would be surrounded by gossip and pettiness, especially since all three of us are essentially your bosses. There would be talk and bad speculations. It’s going to get complicated.”
“Well, then. I think I know where this is going—”
“But it doesn’t stop me from wanting you. I don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied with fucking you just once, Sophie.”
At that, she gave me a confused look.
“What are you saying?”
“I’m saying that if we are to continue this relationship, it has to be a secret. You know what we are beyond our businesses and you know the kind of trouble that follows us. It’s not something you can easily brush off. If they find out your true relationship with us, then you’re going to be the next target. Your life will be in danger.”
“I understand not telling the staff, but are you saying we can’t tell anyone? Not even the motorcycle club?”
“Yes. Not even them. The fewer people know, the lesser the risk. I’m proposing it, not forcing it on you.”
“Well, I have something to say, too.”
This time, it was me bracing myself at her firm tone, one that meant business. I felt pride that her backbone would always be a part of her nature, but a part of me could already feel the dismay of her rejecting my proposal. She had every right to, of course. It was just thatIwasn’t ready for it, not nearly having touched her enough or even spent time with her in an intimate manner. I was a greedy bastard and I wanted it all, but…
“Of course,” I said.
Silence became our companion in the office, interrupted only by faint laughter outside. Sophie closed the space I made when I stopped kissing her, but it wasn’t for the goodbye embrace I expected. Instead, her hand went to my chest while the other dropped to my stomach. It was possessive and gentle at the same time.
