Could see the panic in his face.
 
 Then Luca had his hand over my mouth, and he was pulling me solidly into his chest.
 
 But I got a few more words in before he did.
 
 “Do you know what it feels like to have someone come back from the dead?” I asked. “Because I
 
 do. I know what it feels like…”
 
 Then I was crying again.
 
 I wasn’t sure what all happened after that because Luca was dragging me away again.
 
 I was throwing up again.
 
 And I was fairly sure Ortiz was still ripping Tim a new asshole.
 
 Or maybe a second new asshole, holding my words against him.
 
 When I finished this time, it was to find Luca smiling.
 
 “What are you laughing about?” I sniffled against his chest.
 
 He had two massive wet spots from where my face had been pressed against his gray t-shirt for
 
 my crying jags.
 
 It looked weird, but he still worked it.
 
 I chanced a look over Luca’s shoulder and didn’t find the man that’d been yelling at Tim anywhere
 
 in sight.
 
 Tim, however, was talking to a man that was inspecting the helicopter.
 
 “I just yelled at someone really important,” I said to Luca. “My dad’s going to hear about it.”
 
 Luca started to squeeze me.
 
 “Your dad will hear about it?” he asked.
 
 My dad had been a drill instructor before he’d gotten out of the military.
 
 He knew a lot of people, and even though Dad wasn’t in the Navy, I had no doubt in my mind that
 
 he’d know about what I’d just done by the end of the day.
 
 It was inevitable. Someone, somewhere, will have known who I was. And will have known who
 
 my father was.
 
 Word would spread, and it wouldn’t take long for the right person to hear and to tell my…
 
 My phone rang.
 
 I didn’t even bother to sigh as I looked at the readout.
 
 “It’s my dad.”
 
 
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
 