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“So, that’s why I can’t believe a word you say, Connor. I can’t risk ruining things for Love and me again. We finally have a place to call home, the family we’ve been missing since my parents died. I don’t want to do anything to jeopardize that.”

“Can’t that family include Jade and me?” I whisper as I get up from my seat and kneel next to her, cupping her cheek with my hand. Audrey closes her eyes and nuzzles into my palm. “The part of myself I lost when Lydia died has finally found its way back to me. It’s all because of you, Audrey.”

The primal urge to claim her is replaced by the desireto care for her and Love, to give them everything they deserve. I gently brush my lips against hers, and when she doesn’t respond, I do it again, but with more force this time. Her lips move against mine until I slide the tip of my tongue against them, begging for entrance. Audrey parts her lips slightly, and I devour her mouth with my own, putting all my feelings into this kiss, wanting to show her how much she has come to mean to me in such a short amount of time.

We break apart, gasping for air, and I rest my forehead against hers. “Audrey, when are you going to understand how much you two mean to me?” I say, our eyes locking with each other. “Let me love you,” I beg, waiting for her to give me a signal that she is ready to become mine. “Let me take care of you. Of both of you.”

“Show me, Connor. Show me what it means to be loved by you.” She places a gentle kiss on the tip of my nose as I push my arm underneath her legs and wrap the other around her shoulders, lifting her into my arms. I grimace slightly as pain shoots down my back but stand quickly and stride toward the stairs, taking them two at a time. “I can walk, you know.” Audrey laughs before burying her nose into my chest.

“Oh, that’s one of my favorite sounds in the world.” I sigh, relief coursing through my body at the sound of her joy.

I plant a kiss on her forehead before heading into my room and shutting the door. I send up a silent prayer of thanks that the girls are not here. Making loveto Audrey with two teenage girls a few doors down is something I’ll have to get used to, but right now, I want to hear her scream my name, completely uninhibited and at my mercy, which could only happen if the girls aren’t here.

I drop her onto the bed with a bounce before crawling over her, pinning her in place with my body. “Everything will change after this, Audrey. If you want to stop, just let me know.”

She licks her lips and leans forward, gripping my ear between her teeth. I groan and grind my cock into her stomach.

“Yes,” is the only thing she says as my hand snakes between us toward the button of her jeans. Unfastening her pants, I lean back on my knees and pull them down her legs, tossing them to the floor. Spreading her legs wide, I settle between them and run my nose up her slit. “I’ve been dying to get a taste of your pussy.”

“What are you waiting for?” she questions as I pull her panties to the side, locking eyes with her as I lick her pussy.

“You taste like sunshine and honey, like everything good in the world.” I groan as I plunge my tongue between her folds. Her essence floods my mouth as I suck on her clit, desperate to get every drop into my mouth.

“Oh, god,” she moans, biting down on her lip to keep quiet. “I’ve never…” Her words trail off as I delve a finger inside her. “It’s never felt like this before.”

“And it never will with anyone else. Don’t you feel it,Audrey?” I grind my cock into the mattress and groan before inserting a second finger inside her.

“Yes,” she whispers, threading her fingers through my hair and tugging lightly. “Don’t stop. Please, don’t stop.”

“So fucking tight, gorgeous. I could stay between your legs forever.” She arches off the bed, and I use my other arm to hold her in place.

Her pussy tightens around my tongue as she climbs higher and higher toward release. I find her G-spot with my finger and caress it. “Come for me. Give me everything.”

I latch on to her clit once again and suck, sending her flying over the edge as she moans my name. I continue to nibble and lick her as she comes back down to earth. Pulling my fingers out of her pussy, I shove them into my mouth and lick them clean.

I stand and unfasten my jeans, pushing them down and stepping out of them. Locking eyes with Audrey, I push my boxers to the floor, as well, and my cock springs free. Audrey licks her lips in anticipation as she lifts to her knees and grips my cock with her hands.

Chapter 15

Audrey

Ilean forward and wrap my hand around his cock, pulling him toward me. His lightly tanned skin feels smooth against my hand as I pump my hand up and down his shaft, collecting precum in my hand with each pass.

“Audrey,” Connor moans as I run my tongue down the length of his cock. “Stop.”

I freeze in place, resting back on my heels. “What’s the matter? Don’t you…” My voice trails off, not sure how to ask if he wants me to suck his dick.

“No. This isn’t about me,” he whispers as I release him. “Let me show you how much you mean to me.”

Connor leans forward and captures my lips with his before leaning back slightly. “Just let me show you how I’m falling in love with you.”

I gasp in surprise as we stare at each other. Connor’s eyes are full of desire, as expected. But behind the desire, I see something else—love. And that terrifies me. Connor Bennett is everything I’ve ever wanted in a partner. He cares about me, his friends, his family, and mostimportantly, my daughter. But that nagging voice in the back of my head keeps telling me not to trust whatever this is. I believe Ian loved me, that I was the only person in his heart, but I was just a replacement for the wife he had on the other side of the country. Connor will always love Lydia. He’s never denied that, but can he love me, too? Is there room in his heart for Love and me or will he just see me as a replacement for the love he lost?

“What are you thinking about so hard?” Connor’s fingertips dig into my waist, holding me against him like he’s afraid I’ll disappear.

We stare at each other for a few moments. I try to make sense of all these swirling emotions running through my mind. I want to tell him everything, all my fears, and lay them at his feet and beg him to make all the doubts disappear, but my mind keeps screaming that it isn’t possible.

“Stop thinking so much,” Connor whispers, brushing his lips against my forehead. “Just feel, Audrey.”

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