Page 48 of Before I Love You


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Electricity pulses in my veins, turning into a burning need as one of his hands slips beneath my shirt. His calloused fingers brush against my nipples as he wraps his hand around my breast and squeezes. The heat of his palm against my skin brings a moan from my mouth.

“Are you okay?” He kneels on the bed, pushing on my shoulder gently.

A shiver runs through my body as I stroke his cock, precum leaking from the tip onto my hand. I nod my head, unable to form words.

“I haven’t been with anyone in years.” His voice caresses my skin, causing goosebumps to pebble on my flesh. “I want you more than anything, but I don’t have any condoms.”

“It’s okay,” I whisper against his lips before nibbling on his bottom lip. “I’m on birth control and got tested after I found out about Ian’s wife.”

“Thank fuck.” He groans as his finger brushes against my clit, rubbing small circles on the sensitive bundle of nerves between my legs.

I shut my eyes tightly as his fingers slip between my folds, gently pulling them out before slowly sliding them back in. My eyes roll into the back of my head as I teeter on the edge of an explosive orgasm, embarrassingly fast. I whimper softly as heat crawls up my neck.

“Imagine these are my cock and come for me.” Connor curls his fingers slightly, hitting my G-spot for the second time before capturing my lips with his, swallowing my moan of pleasure.

My chest rises and falls quickly as his other hand grips my breast, manipulating my body like his own personal plaything. He leans forward, and the heel of his palm grinds down hard on my clit, causing my legs to tremble. My hips ride his hand, both desperate to come and aching for him to be inside me.

“Come for me.” His breath fans against my ear before the sharp sting of his teeth on my neck pushes me over the edge into oblivion. Blinding white euphoria explodes behind my eyes, and a strangled cry bounces off the walls,letting anyone within shouting distance know what just happened between us.

I don’t even have time to come down from my orgasm before Connor pulls his fingers out and replaces them with his cock. “I feel so full.” I moan as he gently pulls out and thrusts back in.

Connor takes my mouth in an aggressive kiss, the salty tang I now taste informing me he sucked my cum off his fingers. His hand trails down my leg, wrapping one around his waist as I slowly lift the other and wrap it around him. His cock slides in even deeper as he grips my ass and thrusts.

“I never…” I moan, my eyes clenching shut as arousal races through my body.

Every nerve ending in my body feels as if it’s on fire, climbing towards an impossible end. Higher and higher, clenching so hard around the intrusion that’s controlling every aspect of my life at this moment.

“I know,” he responds, his arms bulging as he fights to maintain control.

I’ve never felt so cherished by a man before, but right now, I need Connor in a way I can’t put into words. “I don’t need slow and sweet. Fuck me, Connor.”

“I don’t want to hurt you,” he gets out between clenched teeth.

“Give me all of you, Connor. No holding back.” That’s all it takes for him to let loose and begin pounding my pussy into submission.

My mind can no longer process words, only feelings.The way the stubble of his cheek brushes against my cheek. The slight twinge of pain as his fingertips dig into my skin as he pounds into me. The slapping sound of our skin as he brings me closer to oblivion. The sound of my breath as I’m panting, begging for him to give me what I need.

“Please. Please. Please,” I beg, unable to think of anything but the inevitable euphoria of my release.

“Come with me, Audrey.” He groans as his hand slides between us, pinching my clit between his two fingers. His thrusts become erratic, losing the smooth glide he had. “Come now.”

Connor roars, slamming into me only twice more before stilling, his seed spilling deep inside of me. I scream his name loudly, every muscle in my body constricting as indescribable pleasure shoots through my body.

Connor slows his pace, pumping in and out of me to draw out my orgasm. Tiny aftershocks course through my body as he rolls to the side and slides out of me with a groan. I lay my head gently on his chest as he pulls the covers up and over us. My lungs can’t pull in enough air. I can barely hear anything over the sound of my heart pounding in my ears, but I am acutely aware of him. I hiss when he pulls back, his softening cock dragging against my sensitive flesh.

“You’re mine, Audrey,” he whispers into the darkness. “You know that, don’t you?” Connor plants a kiss on my shoulder, snuggling his body tightly against mine.

There are a million things I should say that he needsto know, but I can’t. Fuck. Fuck. I should never have allowed this to happen, to let him this close to my heart. He probably still loves his wife because there’s no way this can be happening to me. I’m always careful and patient before getting into a relationship, but with Connor, I’m falling back into bad habits. I took my time with Ian, and look where that got me. Connor is going to break my heart, just like Trey and Ian did, but this time, I know I won’t survive.

Tears pool in my eyes as I try to force myself to go to sleep. I need time to think this through, to process everything that happened tonight, and to ask the powers that be what to do next. I can’t be trusted to decide on my own, especially on something this important.

“Go to sleep, Connor. I’m sure the girls will be calling early in the morning to find out how our date went.”

Don’t leave me. Please, don’t leave me.

“I’m not going anywhere.” His chest rumbles as I freeze, completely unaware that I was saying anything aloud.

“You can’t promise,” I whisper, and my eyes drift shut as the weight of the last few hours come crashing down on me.

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