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Her high pitched tone dropped at the end and I couldn’t stop my lips from setting.
“Definitely at work. Not noticeably so. I wouldn’t jeopardize your status, slave. But there will be times when we’re able to be alone. During those times, you drop being the boss and yield to the true one.”
She got quiet. “My brother has cameras in the office, though.”
“I know. You let me take care of that. No more worrying. No more questioning. That’s what I’m here for. Just submit to me one hundred percent. Can you do that? Right now?”
“There you go again with that ‘right now’. If I say yes, my mind is not going to change.”
My hands moved to her breasts and I squeezed the generous amount with a steady pressure. “It might. I still haven’t shown you who I am to the magnitude that you need to experience. You might not like who you see. Maybe you’ll come to realize that the man you thought you loved isn’t someone you want to spend your life with. Our time here will determine that for sure. Because once we leave this house, there’s no turning back, slave. Ever.”
“And if we don’t work out?”
The fear that clouded her eyes had the gray almost turning silver. I paused, caught in the amazing color. My words formed in my head and I could have cursed with what I was about to say. I hated it and wasn’t even sure I’d be able to comply with them.
“I’ll always be here for you, Lily. I love you, regardless of how you end up feeling for me. That’ll never go away. We’ve gone through so much. We’ve conceived a child together. Went through a loss, just the same. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you. If it’s helping you move on.” My jaw clenched. “To break from me once and for all and discover who you are, I’ll do that, too. Anything to see you at your happiest.”
Dark hair pooled around her shoulders as I took out each pin. The moment they were free, she lowered and rested her head against my chest. If I could have, I would have held her in that moment forever. It was our limbo — the moment before we started the testing, and the one place we were still in love with each other. Our illusion was real. But it was just that. An illusion. We weren’t who we truly were in the moment and to see if we’d make it, we’d have to spend more than a few hours here and there together. We’d have to experience everything, and the moment Lilian was rested, we’d begin.
Chapter 27
Lily
Images blurred in a haze and I barely registered Jonathon’s face when a light brush trailed between my breasts, pulling me from the nightmare trying to push itself though. Reality dawned and I felt my body relax as I remembered my Master was with me now.
My head turned toward where I knew he was laying just as the bed shifted. The soft caress moving toward my nipple was almost nonexistent. The nub tightened in anticipation, nearly making me moan. It had been almost impossible to go to sleep naked knowing Zain was beside me, but he’d refused to touch me. I hadn’t understood it then, but now I was glad he’d let me get some rest. I would have never lasted in the state I’d been in before.
“Master.” The last of the word was forced out as my eyes flew open from the suction that drew my nipple into his mouth. I reached for him, only to have my wrist captured.
“Go to the restroom and take care of everything you need to. There’s a list of instructions for you to follow. I’ll have the food brought up. You’ll eat and then we’ll begin.”
Zain stood and I noticed his hair was still slightly damp. The all black suit had my heart exploding in rhythm. The black shirt was unbuttoned enough to expose the top of the tribal tattoo covering the entire expanse of his chest. I swallowed hard and eased from the bed, obeying his order.
Instructions? He’d never really given me anything but rules to follow and that mainly consisted of things for my own safety. This was different.
I shut the door and picked up the paper.
1.) Shower. There’s a toy waiting inside. Use it. Do not come.
2.) Shave your pussy. Use the toy again. Do not come.
3.) Put on the clothes I placed out for you. If you need anything from your essentials bag, it’s on the counter.
By the way, I love you, slave.
-Master
I smiled only for it to fall as I remembered his words. Blindly, I fumbled with the knob on the shower, turning it on. My stare went straight to the toy. No, I’d think about that in a minute. I looked along the wall. Straight ahead was a long, lace dress. I lowered my hand, walking forward. The see-through material became apparent as I lifted the long sleeve. A large V was cut out of the back and there was a slit on one side. Hanging behind it were black silk panties and a bra. To wear them underneath would be a tease. My smile returned. Lying on the floor was a pair of black stilettos. All back. I didn’t expect anything less from my Master.
Heat poured from my skin as I entered the shower and looked at the life-like dildo. While I washed my hair and my body, I didn’t stop staring. A bottle of lube was sitting next to it and I felt myself blush even more. Water beat against my back and it was suddenly too much. I pushed the showerhead down and picked up the toy, holding it securely in my palm. The temptation was overwhelming. I’d thought about buying one during my plaguing fantasies of my Master, but couldn’t bring myself to do it. Not with Brace always at my side. But he was only my excuse. I wouldn’t even allow myself to come. I’d heard Zain say so many times, don’t come, slave. It felt wrong without him allowing me. Even now, I was told not to. But he was here…and this was an order.
The click from the bottle opening could have been a cannon blast for as loud as it sounded. Guilt and embarrassment smothered me. What was wrong with me? This was okay. Natural. Most woman had toys and surely some of their husbands or lovers allowed or encouraged this.
I traced a line down the length and rubbed the clear liquor around. Biting my lip, I turned to lean against the cold wall. The shock from the temperature difference had my mouth opening. I pushed it away, lowering the dildo until the tip rubbed over the top of my slit. Harder, I bit, sliding it over my clit until it nudged into my opening just the smallest amount.
“Shit,” I breathed out, looking down as I rotated my wrist to watch the cock slide deeper between my legs. More, I let it enter, only to bring the head back to tease the sensitive nub where I craved contact.
My free hand came up and so naturally, I squeezed my nipple. Pleasure exploded and a deep moan poured from my mouth. The sensations led me inching the toy into my pussy, suddenly needing more. Needing to fulfill a desire I’d neglected to give myself for so long.
