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I searched the depths of his stare. My heart was pounding as I nodded. “I do.”
“Do what?”
“I love you.”
“Enough to let me help you face your fears?”
He was tracing the end of the handle over the far side of my chest. Although Jase wouldn’t hurt me, the thought of the strands wrapping around my legs and stomach nearly turned my blood cold.
“I trust you.”
The handle pushed gently against the inside of one of my knees. I swallowed hard, not able to look down as Jase reached out, leveling his finger under my chin so I had to keep eye contact. Slowly, I spread my legs wider at his silent command. Leather made a path up my thigh, brushing over my folds.
“You’re going to stand and lean over the bed. Keep your feet on the ground and your legs spread.”
“Will you—Are you going to…?”
The look he wore had me stopping. I said I trusted him. It was time for me to prove it.
I stood as he remained sitting on the floor, trying to hide the way I was shaking as I turned to face the bed. My hands lowered first, flattening against the comforter. For seconds I stayed that way.
“Listen to my voice. Feel it. You weren’t alone then. You’re not alone now. All the way down, baby.”
Pressure from Jase’s hand gripped to my calf. My eyes closed, and I lowered to my forearms.
“Almost there. Chest down, arms outstretched over your head.”
Teeth grazed the back of my thigh, quickly followed by the feel of his lips. Kiss after kiss, he waited for me to find the strength to comply. Fear kept trying to stop me. It wasn’t until teeth gently sunk into my ass that I was becoming too turned on to think at all.
“There we go. Good girl. Let yourself sink into the bed. Our bed. Feel how safe you are with me.”
He rose to his knees behind me, and I tensed as strands fell against my back. They caressed, traveling the distance, and swirling to span down my sides. He kept the motion going until my entire body melted into the mattress. My legs spread a little more, and I moaned as Jase’s tongue separated my folds, traveling from my entrance to my clit. At the suction over the sensitive nerves, I gripped the comforter, moaning through the pleasure.
“This is where I want you to stay. Feel everything and hold to it.”
He flicked his tongue, tracing back up to push inside me. The knots from the leather dug against my skin as he trapped the material under his hand and moved it down towards my lower back. The combination of pressure and him fucking me with his tongue sent my hips arching for more. Up and down, he added force with the knots. In some spots, I was more sensitive to the pain, but it wasn’t overly hurting me.
“I…I like this.”
“You’re not afraid anymore?”
“No. Not at all.”
His grip loosened, and he sent the strands splaying over my back. I tested the weight, the feel. My heart had jumped in rhythm, but not because I was necessarily scared. The apprehension was there, but so was my belief in him.
“Then let us begin.”
My breath caught as his hand connected hard with my ass. The heat from the spanking was exactly what I needed. It’d been so long since Jase had touched me. Now that the fear had faded, I couldn’t get enough. Impatience ruled me, replacing the apprehension completely. I tried to keep it at bay as he sucked and licked, but the pull for pain called to me. Pure necessity was wrapping itself around the knots on the leather and they were making their presence known.
“Jase, please.”
He didn’t speak as he stood and leaned forward. With one hand he traced over the welted marks from his fingers, and with the other, he made me aware of the cat he held in his hand. The strands tickled down the curve of my ass and suddenly all contact was gone.
“Breathe.”
Whack.
Firm, but cautious. I knew to prepare myself when he gave the order. We’d done this before, but with the crop.
