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My question is if you've ever studied or practiced in a kinky lifestyle. And no, I don't mean the whips and chains variety. Though I'm not judging if that's your thing.

I don't know if talking about sexual stuff is ok with you or not. We haven't ever discussed it, but I feel really close to you after sending letters for so long now and I want to take that step.

Also, I'm feeling a few revelations lately, and I don't have anyone else to talk to about it.

Will you be my sounding board?

You will? GREAT!

Truth is, I think I'm a Dominant. That's not really all that astounding to me given how much control I've enjoyed having overpartners in the past. I've told you that I'm gay already, and with those interactions, I always enjoyed being the one to tell them what to do and what to say.

It's something I'd love to take outside of the bedroom too though. Something I think I could see in a dynamic that's more than sex.

Does that make sense? I hope it does.

I don't want to send you down the rabbit trail that is kink porn, but if you ever find yourself with Internet access, then you should totally look it up. Not on the work computers though. That would probably send the US government into a tailspin.

To clarify, I like the Daddy aspect without the age play. I'm not into diapers and stuff. I say that since I just realized you might already have knowledge about this stuff, and you could be picturing me doing all that stuff.

Not that you picture me doing stuff. Ugh! I'm a mess. Ignore me.

Well, don't actually do that. I'd be lost without our letters.

You're my best friend, Ashley. I hope you know that. I can't imagine a world in which these letters stop.

Back to the Daddy stuff. I'm in a rut about it all. I want to live out my truth and find a boy of my own to cuddle and love on, but I don't know how the guys around the ranch will take it. They know I like men. But liking a man and playing the role of Daddy are two different things.

There isn't a way to just say, 'hey guys, this is what I like' without making things different between us. And I don't want different. I want them to keep seeing me as the goofy, loveable guy they've known.

Besides, it's not like I have a boy on standby waiting for me or anything. If I did, then it might be different. I might feel inclined to tell them the truth.

The only person who means a lot to me off the ranch is you. And we're not like that.

Not because there's anything wrong with you. There's not.

Fuck. Here I go again with the off-track mind. I can't help that I just write out all my thoughts instead of filtering these letters.

Plus, I'm a little nervous about how you're going to react to all this. It's not an easy thing to discuss, much less write about.

It helps that you're not here though. I don't have to see the disappointment in your eyes or feel like I've somehow lost the best relationship I've ever had because I opened my big fat mouth to share something I should have kept to myself.

I don't have much else going on right now. Clancy has Gerald handing out tasks these days so he can focus on the business stuff. That means I'm getting it pretty easy since Gerald thinks I'm hilarious. He's probably number two in line for best friend status after you.

You should feel special.

Until we chat again, I guess...

-Corey

P.S. If you hate me, then just reply with 'the end' or something as code. I'd love to not get a letter saying I'm disgusting and that I need help or anything.

Chapter Nine

Corey

"There isnothing quite as amazing as your hole taking my cock," I groaned into my boy's ear as I stroked his length. He whimpered, his body arching further into me.

Yesterday had been a clusterfuck. It seemed like everyone was in a shit mood.

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