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Within seconds, he’d filled me to capacity, causing me to nearly scream out in ecstasy. “Oh fuck. Jakariiii.”
“You ain’t gotta be quiet around here. Fuck what anybody think. Let me know how this dick changed your life’s trajectory. Fuck! This pussy got me by the fucking balls, Yendi.”
His words took me out. I squirted every fucking where. “Oh my God! Look… what you… do to me, baby. Please… tell me… you’re mine, Jakari. Shit!” I could barely get my words out, but I needed to know. I needed to hear him say he belonged to me. “Please… say it.”
He leaned over and grabbed me by the neck, applying pressure that had me on the verge of cumming all over him again. “This your dick, Yendi, but so is my heart. You got me, girl. All of me. If you still want me, I’m yours.”
My eyes rolled to the back of my head, and I came again. The pleasure of it was even more intense, but I didn’t squirt. “Jakari, I will… always want… yooouuu. Shit! Oh my God, baby!”
He kissed my shoulder as he fucking twisted my insides out. This rough nigga was everything I wanted and had desired for the past few years. He was rough but tender at the same time. He was fucking the shit out of me, but making love to my heart and mind, gently caressing them with his words.
“Well, I’m yours, and you’re mine. That shit gon’ bring on a whole notha beast of a nigga. Don’t fucking play with me, girl. This dick will tear you to pieces. You hear me, Yendi? I’m trusting you with my heart, baby.”
“I won’t… hurt you. Give me your heart, and I’ll… take extremely good care of it.”
He pulled out of me, so I turned around to see him admiring my body… every roll, stretch mark, discoloration, and the cellulite on my thighs… all of it. The parts of me that I’d grown to love seemed to be loved by him as well. He came closer and gripped my thighs, lifting me to the table behind me and dove back inside me.
His gaze into my eyes had my clit tingling, ready to express her love for him all over again. “Yendi, I can see the love you have for me in your eyes. What if I lead us to hell? You said you would go anywhere I went.”
“I better prepare for the climate then. I will go to war with the devil for you. If I can see the value in you, then I need you to see it in you too.”
I lifted my legs and wrapped them around his waist as he thrusted into me. He lowered his head to my nipple and sucked it as my pussy cried out in ecstasy. The sounds he had emanating from her filled the room and were just as loud as the sounds coming from my mouth. The man was sexually talented. I was more than sure he was talented in other ways as well.
He released my nipple and hooked my leg in the crook of his arm as he licked from my chest to my neck then my earlobe. “Damn. You taste so good. I could lick on this chocolate covered toffee all fucking day. You love me, Yendi?”
I nearly stopped breathing. I didn’t know what made him ask me that. The words I spoke were saying it already, but I didn’t want to admit that I’d fallen for a man I barely knew. What was that love based on? His looks? His dick? I didn’t even know. It seemed spiritual, but again, I wouldn’t be able to explain that shit to him or even myself. I remained quiet.
“You don’t have to say it, baby. I feel it in my soul, I hear it through your words, and I see it in your eyes. I don’t want to hurt you. Be patient with me, Yendi, while I learn how you want to be loved.” He lifted his head and stared into my eyes. “I wanna love you how you love me.”
The tears fell down my cheeks as he long stroked me. He gently swiped them away with his thumb then leaned over me again, his mouth close to my ear. “I’m about to cum. I don’t have on a rubber, baby.”
I closed my eyes and allowed them to roll to the back of my head. It was no wonder this shit felt like it was on another level. He was fucking me raw. Maybe he’d gotten tested. He was trusting me fully. Before I could respond to what he said, he pulled out of me and allowed his ejaculate to hit the floor as he stroked it furiously.
His grunts were sexy as hell, but when he slowed down, long stroking his dick, and closed his eyes, the moan that left his mouth had my hand sliding down my stomach to stroke my pussy. That shit was sexy as fuck. It was like he started cumming all over again when he did that shit. I would have gotten pregnant for sure. He opened his eyes and his gaze lowered to my hand. He bit his bottom lip, widened his stance, and lowered his face to my pussy. “Let me fuck this beautiful shit up right quick.”
He pushed my hand out of the way and sucked my clit up so good I screamed out my satisfaction. I came within seconds. He didn’t let up until I started squirting. He pulled away, but he gently patted my clit, making me excrete even more. This man had control of my body in ways that I didn’t. She submitted to his authority and was in awe of him every time I was in his presence. She gravitated to him in ways I didn’t dare try to understand.
As I panted uncontrollably, he said, “Stay right here.”
I nodded as he walked away. If every day with him would be like this, I’d be in heaven for sure.
* * *
We had madeit to China on our way to Beaumont to see Nesha. She was still in active labor, since the baby now wanted to be stubborn. I could tell Jakari was in his head about whatever he wanted to talk to me about. However, the way he kept glancing at me, I knew he was about to break the silence.
“About ten years ago, nearly two years after Avery got locked up, I met this chick in the club in Beaumont. It was twenty-one and up, so I knew I was good to fuck with whomever I wanted to. I was twenty-three and a ho. I’d fuck whoever. I wasn’t looking for anything serious at the time. I was still young.”
I slid my hand over his because I could feel his nervous energy. “You know I won’t look at you any differently, no matter what.”
“I get that feeling. This is just hard to talk about. My brother, Christian, and Uncle Jasper are the only ones that know exactly what happened that night. Christian saw most of it for himself. I just need you to know why I’m the way that I am. What sometimes influences the things I do. You already know about Avery, so I knew I had to tell you this too for you to fully get me.”
He paused for a moment then squeezed my hand and continued. “This woman started dancing on me. I was feeling her. She was pretty and fine. In my mind, she would be my next conquest. My hands had graced every part of her. I was on the verge of fucking her right there in the club. Had Christian not gotten pissed and been ready to go, I probably would have. She’d ridden there with someone else and wasn’t ready to go. I took her number and had planned to get at her the next weekend.”
He pulled his hand away from mine and began tapping the steering wheel. Whatever he had to say was tearing him apart. “Jakari, pull over, baby.”
He glanced at me, then turned into a convenience store in front of the Diamond D Ranch subdivision. I unbuckled my seatbelt and leaned over, cupping his cheek, gently sliding my fingers through his beard. “I got’chu, baby. Whatever you need from me. Maybe you getting this out will heal you in a way.”
He nodded. “My youngest brother, Rylan, had a basketball game during the week before I was supposed to see her again. We were at HJ, trying to establish our presence in the sea of white folks that were there, and I saw her. She was a cheerleader for the other team.”
