Page 38 of Healing For My Soul


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“Yeah. Thanks.”

“No, you aren’t. That’s that hyper-independence you talked about earlier. What’s up?”

“That was my mother. She called from my father’s phone.”

She broke down in my arms, and I hugged her even tighter as I closed my eyes. Why would her mother call her from her father’s phone? That was fucked up. I could imagine how her heart probably hopped in her throat when she saw his name appear on her phone screen.

“What can I do, baby?” I asked her as I rubbed her back.

“Just what you’re doing now. Thank you, Jakari.”

“You don’t have to thank me. I’m your man now. This shit is my job. I got’chu.”

She stared up at me. “I got’chu too, baby. I don’t know why this is so strong between us, but I’m willing to go with it and see where it leads.”

I leaned over and kissed her lips. However, I didn’t know why I did that, because I could never just kiss her and move on. I had to explore more. It didn’t help that we’d slept naked. I slid my hand over her ass and closed my eyes, fully concentrating on what I was feeling, hearing, and smelling. The scent of her sex filled the air, and I was like a fucking hound dog after that… a gentle one.

I kissed her neck and slid my body atop hers. I opened my eyes and for the first time in my life, I spoke the abundances of my heart to this woman God blessed me with. “Yendi, I need you. I feel so free with you. Free to be me without the hard shell.”

I looked away, my mind trying to force me to evaluate what I was about to say. My heart won when I said, “I love you… every part of you. I feel soft as fuck for revealing that to you, but there is no one out there I’d rather seem like a weak ass nigga in front of. I feel that you love me too. You can let go with me, baby. We can get over our hurts together, propping one another up where we’re weak, being the best therapy either of us has ever gotten. I need you more than I’ve ever needed anybody. You make me better. My family sees it, so I know you see it when you compare how I am now to how I was when we first met.”

“Yeah. You told me you wanted to give me the best orgasms of my life. You backed that shit up too.” She paused and closed her eyes, taking a deep breath and slowly exhaling. “I love you too, Jakari.” Her eyes opened and she said, “Please don’t hurt me. Be gentle with me, baby. I don’t want to have to deal with heartbreak on top of everything else.”

I slowly slid my dick into her and bit my bottom lip trying to handle the intensity of that shit. “I will never intentionally hurt you. If by chance I do, I’m gonna try to move the earth, moon, and stars to make that shit right. You mean so much to me, and I know with time, that feeling will only grow stronger. You said you would go to hell with me. That’s some strong shit, baby. Just so you know, I’d go for you too, but I’d fuck the devil up in your defense while I was there. Anybody can catch a fade. And this pussy? This shit would make hell hotter. Fuck!”

My stroke became stronger as Yendi moaned loudly. Her walls clenched me and had its way with me as I dunked my shit repeatedly in her baptismal. I swore I was having an outer body experience, my spirit man hovering over us watching the action. There was no way this angel could take me to hell. I entered heaven’s gates every time I pushed inside of her.

I gripped her thigh and pushed it toward her as she curled the other around my waist. “Jakari, shit. I love you. Ooooh fuck! I’m cumming!”

I increased my pace a little, torturing myself as she squeezed the fucking life out of me. I wanted to fire off in her depths so badly. Just the fact that I’d been having unprotected sex with her had spoken volumes to me. I was always careful, but with her, I didn’t give a shit about any of that. I knew I was clean, and I trusted that she was as well.

Her nails dug into me. I released her leg and lowered my head to her lips as her hands slid around me to my ass. She pulled me into her, and I stilled my movements. I was balls deep in her pussy, and I could tell that I nearly took her breath away. “Jakari?”

“Yeah, baby? You good?”

“Good as fuck. Please fuck me. I don’t want to be able to walk out of here for hours. Give me that ‘you ain’t going no fucking where’ shit.”

I frowned at her. “So you want that disconnected shit?”

“No. I want that let me teach you a lesson shit. You think you can handle that?”

“Have you met me? I can handle whatever I choose to handle. I don’t fuck with shit I can’t handle. I’m finna handle yo’ ass all over this fucking house.”

I pulled out of her and pulled her to the edge of the bed then turned her over. My dick took over, and I nearly zoned out on her ass. Making sure I didn’t cum too quickly, I switched positions. I lay in bed and said, “You want me to fuckyou, but what if I want you to fuckme?”

“Then I’m gonna get up here and do my best work.”

Man, she straddled me and slid that hot pussy on me, making me shiver. “Damn, girl.”

Her eyes rolled to the back of her head and her hips rolled too. I lifted my hips slightly, gut checking her cervix while she stroked me just right. Feeling her juices leak to my balls had me about to detonate. It was getting to the point where I couldn’t contain it. Seeing her big ass titties slightly bounce and sway with every roll her hips took was mesmerizing as hell. I lifted my hands to them and teased her nipples.

My hands journeyed to her ass and smacked her hard, showing her just how aggressive she was making me. “Fuck, Jakari!”

Apparently, she liked a little pain with her pleasure because she detonated all over my crotch area. “Oh fuck, Yendi. I’m about to nut, baby.”

I expected her to stand, but instead, she stretched her legs out and completely sat on my dick as I fired off within her depths. My eyes widened slightly. I could only hope that she knew what she was doing, because I sure in the fuck didn’t. We were both sensitive to this morning’s events, but shit. Thoughts of doing this shit had crossed my mind, but I didn’t think I would be taking a leap tonight.

She lowered her head for a moment. “I’m… I’m sorry. Fuck! I don’t know what I was thinking. We just became a fucking couple! Oh my God. Shit!”

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