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When he holds me, it’s easy to let the insecurity go, to live in the moment, to be swept away in Ezra. His love making is a drug and I’m always wanting the next hit. I knew the first times were a little reckless, not that I did much to stop him. He never even reached for a condom, and I never brought it up. Then I thought it was just a kink we shared. He liked saying it, and mybody got off on hearing it from him. Now I know he was doing it deliberately. As often as he can, he’s been filling me with his cum. Anxiety spills over in my chest and it feels hard to breathe. I tuck my knees to my chest and focus.
He says he loves me.
He wants to marry me.
He wants our relationship public.
He wants to claim me.
He wants me to have his baby.
I’m so lost in thought, I don’t even register that the door to my studio opens and Jade walks in. “Hey, girl. Are you okay? Ocean?’
My tear-filled eyes meet hers. “I don’t know.”
Concern sweeps across her features, and she hurries into the room, wrapping her arms around me. “Should I get Kyle? Call Ezra?”
I shake my head no to both options.
“Oh, is it about Ezra?” she guesses, and I nod my head.
“I don’t know what to do.”
We sit with her rocking me while I cry and cry. The urgent need to run, to escape, fills my chest. “I need to get away.”
She pulls back and studies me. “Get away, get away?”
I know she knows what I’m talking about. Jade’s aunt has a private home in Aruba. We’ve been there several times when one of us has needed to escape. “Call your man. Tell him it’s urgent and it’s my turn.”
Jade laughs and pulls out her phone. I watch as she texts him then calls Mia.
“Hello?” Mia’s cheerful voice fills the room.
“It’s us.” Jade laughs.
“Hi!” I call to her.
“This is fun, what are we doing? Making music or planning world domination?”
“Ocean needs an escape. Like a private jet escape,” Jade answers and my heart beats faster.
“Today?” Mia questions and I hear her mumbling around the phone before she sighs. “Zander said only a few days. We’re trying for another baby.”
My stomach clenches at the word, and my face pales. “If you can’t, it’s okay.”
“Hell fucking no.” Mia laughs. “I am using this time to get some space as well. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.”
“It’s your time, Ocean,” Jade adds.
“I’ll call James and plan to leave in the next hour,” I tell both of them and we hang up. “I need assistance getting out of here.”
Jade’s eyes light up with mischief and she goes to the door, speaking quietly to Kyle. Whatever she says, he glances at me with concern before hustling away.
“What did you say to him?” I ask, quietly moving to her side.
“I sent him on a run for tampons. Said you unexpectedly got your monthly visitor. Lucky guess that he was a guy who would get squeamish.” She chuckles.
We look out into the hallway and find it empty. I follow Jade down the back staircase and out the stage area where the back exit is. I hold my breath the entire time, hoping we won’t get caught. Once we’re outside, we get in Jade’s car and she drives us to the airfield. I text James and let him know it’s a 9-1-1. I also told him under no circumstances is Kyle or Ezra allowed to board the jet. My luck, he’ll find out somehow and beat us there.
