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“All right. Thank you for being honest with me. We’re almost done, anyway.”
I felt relief at those words, but also a strange disappointment. My cock was hard and leaking, there was a fire in my belly and I liked being held so firmly. The only thing not happy about everything going on was my poor lily ass.
Alastair started spanking again, and I tried to take it. I struggled to be good, but I couldn’t help squirming and begging. Then I realized I was crying—sniffling like a little kid, and I didn’t know what had happened.
He rested his hand on my bottom.
“Toby? You okay?”
“Fine,” I said. My voice trembled, and I couldn’t stop snuffling.
“Are you crying?” He didn’t sound shocked or upset, just curious.
“Maybe?” I admitted.
Yep, I was crying like a little baby over Alastair’s lap. Again, I didn’t hate it. But I kind of hated that Ididn’thate it. What the hell was wrong with me?
And he laughed. He actually laughed, which made me sniffle harder.
“You bastard,”I mumbled.
“You can’t talk to your Dom that way. Didn’t anybody tell you?” he said.
“I’m sorry, Sir. It just…hurts. But…”Sniffle.“That’s not why I’m crying.”
“It isn’t?”
“I don’t think so. I think it’s because…it’s over?”
It was so strange, because I had struggled to get away and now all I wanted was to stay like this forever. I didn’t understand it.
“Oh, honey,” Alastair murmured, cupping my chin with the hand that wasn’t spanking me anymore. “It’s not over.”
I blinked.Sniffle.“What?”
“This part is over, that’s true,” Alastair said, letting my wrist go so I could bring my arm around. “But there’s a whole room of delights to explore.”
I rubbed my face, feeling ridiculous and silly. Alastair helped me stand and placed me between his spread legs as he held both my hands in his. He gazed at me with concern.
“You okay?”
“Yeah. Areyouokay?”
He blinked, then laughed. “You know, I don’t know if a sub has ever asked me that before.”
“Huh.”
“Or cared, frankly,” he admitted. “Do you know how stunning you are?”
“Even like this? With the tears and the snot?”
“Especially like this.”
I squinted at him.
“That’s kind of fucked up,” I said.
“Oh, I know. I’m hoping we can be kind of fucked up together,” he said, motioning me closer. “Let’s get these off.”
