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“That’s it. Clean every drop.”
I did and more. I sucked so hard, he became granite in my mouth, and then on a muttered curse, he began slowly fucking my throat.
“This how it’s going to be then? We’re just insatiable now?”
I smirked around his length and then felt a slap on my ass.
“As long as you understand—It can only ever be this between us. I refuse to give you anything more, not just for my sake but yours.”
A fissure formed inside my chest, gaping and bleeding. I felt it with every ounce of my being.
It was later that night, while he was lazily fucking me from behind, that hope dissolved in my chest.
Any shred of it I dared to carry regarding him was gone.
FIFTEEN
LAURA
I was avoiding the clubhouse.
After the night in my bed, where Killian fucked me three times, then held me all night, the following morning, he was gone.
No explanation as to where he went, although Red said a few of the guys had gone on a ride up north.
It was frustrating because I wanted to text him.
I wanted to ask where he was, and when he’d be back, but he’d told me nothing more than a quick fuck could ever be between us. I’d gotten the message, loud and clear, and wouldn’t be that girl who begged for more.
It was also infuriating because I had no idea where we landed with the apartment. I wasn’t eager to share the space with him when he’d said nothing more than a physical relationship could ever be between us. It certainly didn’t seem as though he would want to cuddle every night, as that was something couples did.
Even if he did want that, I wouldn’t give it to him. I deserved more than that.
“What’s with the expression?” Callie asked, pushing my leg with her toe.
We were in her house, both on our laptops working, while taking in the gorgeous view her house offered. Floor-to-ceiling windows in her living room allowed us to see the entire valley.
“Nothing. Just the apartment stuff—Killian is moving in.”
Her dark brows rose. “Why can’t you just stay there with him? I know you guys hate each other and all that, but I watch how he looks at you. There’s no way there isn’t something there.”
I still hadn’t told her what happened three months ago, or anything recent. I certainly hadn’t shared that we’d had sex a few days ago, and it wasn’t even intentional. I usually told Callie everything about my dates, all the good ones, bad ones and especially the toxic ones that provided exquisite orgasms. But when it came to Killian, words just died on my tongue.
I was worried she’d be mad that I was getting involved with him.
“Even if there was, I can’t live with him and I doubt he’ll let me.” I knew he would, but for the sake of looking innocent and trying to put this complaint to rest, I added it.
“Wes already told him to let you stay there, so I know he won’t kick you out.”
Wait…what?
I sat up straight. Worry and a flicker of unease began to press in on my chest.
“What do you mean exactly?”
Callie’s expression shifted as though she realized what she’d just said. Her eyes widened, and she reached forward to grab my hand as if she knew I was two seconds from darting away.
“I have no idea if Kil would have done it on his own, but Wes wanted to be sure you had somewhere to go.”
