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Track 27: “I Want You to Want Me” by Cheap Trick
I’d spiraled completely out of control tonight. When Abby pushed back, I thought she’d come to her senses. But what came out of her mouth confused me.
“I want you to want me,” she said. “You’ve made it clear that you don’t want me with anyone else. If this is some egotistical way of keeping me from other men, just because I’m carrying your child, I don’t want any part of it.”
Had she not looked down to notice exactlyhowmuch I wanted her? “Haven’t I made it clear that I’m struggling with my feelings for you?”
“Exactly. I don’t want it to be a struggle. I don’t want you to have regrets. I want you to feelgoodabout every moment. As much as I’m a horny, hormonal mess lately, I couldn’t live with myself if I felt you were wanting this for the wrong reason.”
She can’t be serious. She has it all wrong.“You don’t think I want you? I’ve been doing everything in my powernotto want you. And yes, I used the wordstruggle, but there’s nothing painful about it. It’s only a struggle because of how powerful it is, how hard to fight, how natural my desire for you feels. I merely have to look at you, and I get hard. It’s not like that with anyone else. From the day we met, I knew I was in trouble. I’ve wanted you from the moment you first told me to fuck off. And you are very right. Idolike to look at you, because you’re exquisitely beautiful. Every other woman pales in comparison.” He cupped my cheek. “My attraction to you is one-hundred-percenteasy, Abby. Not wanting youenoughis not the problem. I just don’t want to hurt you. That’s it. My one and only hesitation.”
I should’ve excused myself and walked away at that point, ended things right there. But instead, my hand had a mind of its own, deciding to gently rub along the length of her upper thigh. My conscience was still hanging on by a thread, yet my body had no fucks left to give. It was ready to take her without a second thought.
Abby shuddered as she closed her eyes. My hand moving down her leg seemed to put her in a trance. I couldn’t imagine what all the other things I wanted to do to her might elicit. Placing my mouth at her neck, I gently glided my teeth along her skin. “What do you need, Abby? Because whatever it is, trust me, Iwantto do it.” I pressed my body against hers. “Can’t you feel me right now?”
She bent her head back against the wall as my hand inched closer to where her upper thigh met her groin.
“I just…” she breathed. “I need…”
“This?” I slid my hand toward her center and applied pressure to her clit with my fingertips. “Seeing him kiss you today, even for those few seconds, made me insane. I lost my mind for the rest of the day. I thought I could invite someone over to forget, but it didn’t work. That hasn’t worked from the moment you came into my life.”
She panted as I circled slowly over the material of her knickers, pressing more firmly against her clit. “I’ve never been jealous in my entire life before today.”
I moved two of my fingers under the material, slowly inserting them into her hot, wet pussy.Fuck.My dick stiffened as it yearned to replace my fingers, to bury itself in the depths of what I knew would be sexual napalm. But that couldn’t happen tonight. Despite my apparent loss of control, I needed to take this slow. “I want to pleasure you, Abby. Let me.”
She nodded between breaths.
I tugged at my shirt she was wearing. “Take this off and lie down for me.”
She did as I said, lying on the bed. I hovered over her, stopping for a moment to take in the sheer beauty of her naked and swollen breasts, not even knowing where to begin. There was so much I wanted to do. Do to her. I lowered my mouth, taking her mauve nipple gently between my teeth, careful not to pull too hard.
“Hold on to the bed,” I demanded. “Or better yet, hold on to me. You’re gonna need it.”
I lifted myself up long enough to tear my shirt off before sliding my body down, unable to slip her thong off fast enough. Her beautiful pussy was so close to my lips, I could practically taste it. I’d dreamed about this moment but never imagined I’d actuallybe ableto taste her. Never imagined I’d let myself lose all control.
I positioned my face between her legs, hardly able to believe she’d opened them for me, inviting me to do whatever I wanted. It had been a long while since I’d had the desire to pleasure a woman like this. I’d lost interest in this particular act in recent years, merely wanting to get the job done with the women I’d been with. Now? In this moment? I was practically shaking, foaming at the mouth to devour her, not only for the pleasure it would give her, but to satisfy my own selfish need.
The first taste was like a drug as I flicked my tongue over her clit, alternating between licking and sucking. My pace slowed as I willed myself to savor the soft feel and flavor of her flesh. But soon I couldn’t take it anymore. The movements of my tongue became more rapid with each moment as I lost control, unable to hold back the unintelligible sounds escaping me.
Her hands gripped the sheets for leverage, and I slipped my tongue deep inside. In and out—using everything in me not to come from the sheer ecstasy of her taste. I looked up curiously, expecting to find her eyes closed. Instead, she was watching me intently. I knew I was absolutely fucked if I thought this was a one-off deal. Her impish—almost challenging—grin prompted me to devour her with even more intensity.
She reached for my hair and pulled on it. “God, Sig. You sure as hell know what you’re doing. This feels so good. Better than anything.”
“Trust me, the pleasure is all mine,” I rasped as I reached up to cup her breast.
I was about to lose my mind with the urge to fuck her, and I prayed she came soon before I gave in. “Let go anytime you need to, love. Come all over my mouth. Give it all to me.”
To my surprise, her body began to tremble, practically on cue after my command.
Fuck. So responsive.
So. Fucking. Amazing.
Abby pulled my hair as her scream echoed through my bedroom. I pressed my tongue into her even harder as she came against my mouth. I savored every last pulse, every last moan…every last second.
CHAPTER 28
Sig
