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Chapter 15
Victoria
I missed Zach and regretted not allowing him into my apartment. But as soon as I walked into it alone, I knew it was the right decision. I had seen a man standing outside the restaurant as we had walked out. I wasn’t sure if he had been paparazzi, but I had been around them long enough when I was younger to know they all had a look, and that man had that look.
Because I couldn’t be sure, I didn’t want to say anything to Zach. He would tell me I was being paranoid. Hardly anyone knew the restaurant existed, much less that we were there. The guy was probably some random dude who just happened to be in my line of sight. Which was why I didn’t say anything to Zach.
But it didn’t take away my concerns about Zach and me. This didn’t feel like some random fun that was going to go away. I was starting to care about him, and I didn’t know what that meant. I knew it wasn’t right to Zach for me to play so hot and cold, but I didn’t want to lead him on if we weren’t going to work out. Or get involved only to have it all blow up in our faces.
I was glad that he had allowed me the time to figure things out, but the minute I was alone, I regretted it. What was I doing? I had a man who wanted to be with me. Who was willing to take whatever risk we needed to take in order to do it, and I threw him out? How ridiculous was that?
Still, I had wanted to be sure that I wasn’t just missing him. That I wasn’t just horny. The last thing I wanted to do was call him and tell him I wanted to see him, only to have my fears come right back to the surface. I spent the next four days thinking about Zach and what it would mean if we were together.
I knew that he wasn’t just asking for a fling but something that could go the distance. I didn't know what that would mean, but I did know I wanted to find out. The date had been wonderful, as had Zach. It was stupid for me to throw away someone as incredible as Zach simply because I was scared or that it might not look good. I liked how Zach and I were together and the woman I was with him. The more I thought about it, the more I realized the worries I had about my mother were unfounded. She had her own life, and I was working on having mine. I needed to do that. And if I wanted to do that with Zach, I should. She had said as much to me. Zach had too, even Liam. I had let my own hang-ups and insecurities get the better of me, and it was time that I stopped.
On the fifth day, I missed Zach like crazy and knew I was just being overly dramatic. There were still things that we needed to talk about and figure out, but we couldn't do that if I wasn’t talking to him. I called him and asked him if he would meet me at my apartment after work. He had immediately agreed. He didn’t give me a bad time about calling him or making him wait, which I was grateful for. He just asked when and where I wanted to meet him, and he quickly agreed.
The day seemed to take forever to get to the point when Zach would be at my apartment. When he knocked on my door twenty minutes before he was supposed to be there, I knew he was as excited and nervous to see me as I was him. I had actually been worried that he wouldn’t show up, but his early arrival told me I shouldn’t have been.
He looked as sexy and wonderful as the last time I had seen him. He wore what I considered his work outfit of a pair of khaki pants and a polo shirt with his company’s name embroidered on it. I smiled at him and stepped aside so that he could walk into my apartment.
No sooner had he walked into the apartment and the door had closed than he wrapped his arms around me. “I missed you,” he said and pushed me up against the wall.
“Zach.” I sighed.
It came out part concern and part a sigh. I had wanted to push him away. I had thought it was going to be too much to be in his arms again. But all it took was feeling him next to me, being in his arms again, and I knew I couldn’t be without him. He was like a drug I could never get enough of, and I was just thankful that he could see what I wanted better than I could.
“You can’t walk away from this.” He pushed into me, forcing me into the wall.
I moaned my approval. He was making a point, claiming me as his, showing me how much he wanted me, and making me see how much I wanted him. I was all for it. I had thought we would talk, that I would explain what I was thinking and feeling, but I didn’t need that. Nor did he. Everything that we needed to say, we could say with our bodies. I wanted anything and everything he could give me.
His hand moved my hair from my neck, and his mouth was immediately there, sucking and licking my skin and sending shivers of desire down my back. I placed my hands on the wall and pushed my hips into him.
Zach responded by letting out a deep throaty laugh. “That’s what I thought.”
His hands roamed over my body, capturing my breasts in his hands as he massaged them roughly. I sighed into the feeling and gyrated my hips over him. He glided his hands down my stomach, under my dress, up my thighs, and to my panties. I moaned as his fingers brushed up against my center that turned into a groan when he moved right past it. He worked my dress up around my hips and then pushed my panties down to the floor. I moved my legs a little closer so they could fall unchecked to the floor.
I heard his pants unzipping and felt him move away from me slightly. I could tell his pants were falling to the floor, and as soon as he was free, his hands went to my hips and pushed me out towards him. I opened my legs out wider for him and to give me a wider base of support. His cock slid over my opening, and I whimpered with need.
“You do not walk away from me, ever,” he demanded.
“I won’t. I promise,” I cried.
His response was to push himself inside me in a slow, deliberate fashion. My body was wet but so tight, and I felt him stretching me as he moved deeper inside me. I cried out in pleasure and pain at what he was doing to me. I thought it had been incredible with us before, but this took it to a whole new level. I was seeing a new side of Zach, one I never thought existed and one that I liked a lot.
“Ever,” he growled in my ear before sucking on it.
I moved over him, loving how deep he was inside me, how he acted towards me, and the words he was saying. I dropped my head down and pushed into him, taking him even deeper inside me. He responded by grabbing my hips and moving in and out of me frantically.
With each thrust, I cried out. My voice and my pleasure went higher and higher with each thrust. I could feel myself getting closer, and I had never come so fast or so hard before. I tightened around Zach as I started to go over, only to have him move out of me and turn me around.
My back slammed against the wall, and my eyes opened to see Zach staring at me. He was naked, and my dress had fallen back down around me. I eyed him and how sexy he looked. My eyes darted to his erection, and I licked my lips. He tilted his head as if asking me a question, and I knew what he wanted.
I didn’t say anything but got down on my knees and opened up my mouth. He immediately put his cock in my mouth and started pumping his hips. I wrapped my lips around him, loving the feel of him fucking me this way. My body responded to feeling him so hard and big in my mouth, and I moaned as I took him deeper.
Zach put his hands on the back of my head, guiding me to go even farther. He was big, the biggest man I had ever been with or given a blow job to by far. I relaxed my jaw, took more of him, and smiled when I heard his approving sigh. He moved his hand faster behind my back as I took him in my mouth again and again and again. I could tell he was close, and I wondered if he was going to come in my mouth when he pushed me away from him.
I looked up at him to see him bend down, lift my dress up and off of me, then lift me up and practically throw me on the floor. I put my legs wide on either side of me and gave him a knowing smile. I hoped he would return the favor I just gave him, and the position I was in on the floor gave him the perfect vantage point.
