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He said nothing, his gray eyes locked onto mine with an intensity that sent shivers down my spine. The feeling was nothing I had ever known before. In that moment, it felt like he could see right through me, like he knew every secret I hid within myself.
“And you are?” he finally asked as his arms wrapped around me tighter.
“Oh, A-Au…” under the intense energy, I found it difficult to speak, “Audrey.”
“Audrey, huh?” He gently raised my chin and held my gaze for a moment before twirling me around.
“And what about you?”
He smirked and drew closer. “Well, wouldn’t you like to know?”
“Yes.” My confidence rose the more I interacted with him. His fierce and bold energy diffused into me. “Yes, I’d like to know.”
After a playful pause, he finally answered my question. “Ivan,” he said, his amused expression shining in the kaleidoscopic lights.
We danced, our bodies moving as one, and as the music crescendoed, he leaned in, his warm breath caressing my ear. “Let’s get out of here,” he whispered, his voice seductive and irresistible.
I knew he was trouble, a mysterious enigma with an aura of danger, but I was overcome with desire, especially after my crazy experience with Jeremy and his father. To hell with it all! It was as if the world around us had faded away, leaving only the two of us in this mesmerizing dance.
Before I could think too much, before I could let myself think too much, I turned to Charlotte, who was wrapped up in the arms of the guy she had been talking to earlier. “I’m going to head out with someone. Don’t wait up for me, okay?” I told her, hoping she’d understand.
Charlotte had a little look of concern on her face. “Are you sure?”
“Yes, I’m sure.” I pecked her on the cheek and embraced the tall figure standing next to me. She grinned mischievously, giving me a knowing look. “Go have fun then! I’ll be just fine,” she replied, giving me a playful wink.
As the man’s strong arms wrapped around my shoulders, we left the loud club behind, stepping out into the cool night air.The city lights glittered like stars and I found myself smiling, truly smiling. Anxiety fluttered within me, knowing that I was most likely about to lose my virginity. I took a deep breath, trying to calm my nerves, as we headed toward his hotel room.
There were no pleasantries, no games, just straight to the point. His lips pressed against mine as his arms held me in a passionate embrace.
In that moment, I allowed myself to embrace the uncertainty, the thrill of desire, and the possibility of something unforgettable. Something in me knew that crossing this threshold with this mysterious man would change me, for better or for worse. But sometimes, the allure of the unknown could be the very thing that set us free.
Chapter 5 - Ivan
There was something different about the previous night, something that seemed to give it an unnaturally blissful quality. It was the first time I had felt something like this in a long while. It was almost like I had known her for years but we had been estranged as a result of one unfortunate circumstance or the other.
The soft morning light filtered through the curtains, casting a gentle glow upon the hotel room. The room itself was adorned in rich, dark hues, reflecting my somber disposition. The air carried a faint scent of cologne and lingering passion from the night before.
I stirred from my slumber, and my eyes landed on her—Audrey—still sleeping soundly beside me.
Her presence was a shock to my system. In my world, women never stayed after the night was over but always left before I woke up. It was almost like there was some unspoken rule in place and eventually I’d gotten used to it.
This time was different. There was something about her that drew me in, and I subtly enjoyed the feeling of her beside me. The presence of another in my bed had a unique feel to it, and strangely enough, I found myself enjoying it. I couldn’t deny the attraction that tugged at the edges of my guarded heart, a pull I hadn’t experienced before.
I observed the woman still fast asleep on the bed, cuddling one of the large pillows. As my eyes traced the outline of her naked body, partially covered by the blanket, I found her figure incredibly alluring. Everything about her was enticing, even the way her curly brown hair tousled in her sleep. She had a small round face with small perky breasts and a curvy waist. Her eyes were hazelnut in color, perfectly accentuating her hair. She was short, about five feet four inches. I recalled how sexyshe looked at the club, instantly drawing me with her presence. She was wearing a red minidress that clung to her figure while her hair had been packed into a ponytail. I could relive that first encounter with her in the club a thousand times.
Yet in a strange paradox, there was an innocence about her that had the effect of making me protective of her, a complete stranger. In her deep slumber, she was at once a woman, entirely seductive, and a child, free and pristine.
I drew closer to her, a part of me wanting to touch her one more time, to just brush my hand against her hair and, if possible, become like she was—untainted. My hand inched ever so close to her face before a conflicted sigh escaped my lips. I decided to dress and leave before she woke up, a reversal of the roles I was used to.
Sighing, I dressed and quietly slipped out of the room, leaving her undisturbed. This feeling was new to me, and I wasn’t sure how to process it. It was as if I had stumbled upon something unfamiliar and dangerous, like a hidden door in the depths of my heart that I’d never known existed. I had heard the rumors and complaints that had circulated among the older top officials of the Bratva about my unmarried status at my age and rank. Although I never listened to them, the girl made me consider marriage, even if it was for a second.
Outside the room, Anton, my loyal companion, was waiting for me. His watchful eyes caught the faint traces of turmoil on my face. “Everything alright, boss?” he asked, concern etched in his voice.
I forced a reassuring smile. “Yeah, everything’s fine, Anton. Just some business to attend to,” I replied, hoping to dispel any suspicion. I couldn’t afford to lose myself in emotions. My world demanded a cold and calculating demeanor, and I had to maintain that façade.
As we made our way downstairs, my thoughts kept returning to the girl I had left behind. I couldn’t shake the memory of her innocent face from my mind. She was a temptation I couldn’t afford, a bright light in the darkness that surrounded me. She had stirred something within me, something that threatened to disrupt the carefully constructed walls I had built around my heart.
But I knew better than to entertain such thoughts.
