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I hissed a breath, gripping the chair beneath me.
“Katerina… If you start, I don’t think I will be able to stop myself.” I gritted out and she smiled like the sinfully wicked woman she was.
“Then don’t.” Was all she said before her tongue darted out, running up the underside of my cock.
“Fuck!” I gasped before her lips wrapped around the head of my cock, her tongue running over the underside as she gently tugged my balls.
This woman was going to kill me with her mouth.
My hands itched to take control, but I kept them gripped to the chair, desperate to see where she would take this.
She swallowed my cock, her eyes watering as she took all of me deep until I felt the back of her throat.
“Fuck me, you look so pretty when you swallow my cock.” I murmured and noticed her cheeks flush at the words.
Well, wasn’t that interesting? The woman who ruled an empire and cut out men’s hearts enjoyed a little bit of praise.
That I could give.
“Suck me harder,Pchelka. I want you to take control.” I whispered and I saw the little twitch of a frown before she did what I asked.
Also interesting.
She may have initiated this, but she didn’t like to be in control in these moments, but she was doing what I asked anyway.
“You’re doing so well, swallow me deeper, baby. I want to see you choke on my cock.” I snarled and she moaned softly, taking me deeper until she gagged and came back up for air.
She took me faster, bobbing up and down as she sucked harder, tugging my balls and her pretty eyes watered.
I couldn’t stand it anymore. I had to take some control.
I gripped her face as she came up for air, tilting her chin to look up at me.
“I need you to tell me something,Pchelkaand I need you to be honest,” I said and she looked wary, hesitating before she nodded.
“Do you want to be in control here? Do you want to lead in these moments?” I asked, needing to understand what she wanted.
I didn’t care about myself and my needs right now. I never thought I would have Katerina in this situation, so I wasn’t about to fuck it up.
“Honestly? No. I’m in control all the time and for me to experience pleasure, I need to switch off. I can’t think about what to do next. I…” She hesitated and I pressed a kiss to her lips.
“You want to submit to someone else taking control and giving you what you need,” I said and she nodded, a hint of shame in her eyes.
“That doesn’t make you weak, Katerina. I have wanted this since I can remember and I am willing to give you everything you want, but I can’t do this if it is just sex. I want to, but I can’t. It will break something in me to only have your body without your heart.” The minute the words left my lips, I knew the truth of them.
As desperate as I was to bury myself inside her, I wanted her heart more.
“Alexsei…” She started but I pulled her to standing, not wanting to have this conversation while she was on her knees.
“Just listen, Katerina, then you can answer me. I made a lot of decisions in my life that I am not proud of. I know you said you want to give this a chance, but I can’t have the physical side with you without knowing that I am also getting the emotional. I can wait as long as we have to, but I won’t be just a quick fuck when you are riding a high from all the emotions warring in you rightnow.” I took her hands, pulling her closer to me, well aware that I was still naked and hard.
“Let me prove to you that you can trust me with these words. I don’t want pieces of you. I want all of you. I want to worship you behind closed doors as my Queen and in public, once we weed out your enemies, I want to stand behind you as your guard. I don’t want to take your power away,Pchelka. I want to nurture it and watch it grow. I want to help you build your kingdom from the bones of all those who wronged you.” I said with more intensity than I meant to.
She smiled, cupping my face and leant down to kiss my lips softly.
“It would be rude of me to offer my heart to others but not to you as well. You have it, Alexsei. You have the most precious part of myself in your hands.” She whispered and I tugged her onto my lap, cupping the back of her head, and guided her closer, stealing a kiss.
“And I will protect it with everything I am,Pchelka. You have my word. Now, take off those clothes so I can bury my cock inside you.” I said with a snarl and bit her lower lip softly.
