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“Tell me what bothered you the most. The exhibitionism? The activities? The fisting?”
“All of that,” I said. “It’s not anyone’s business what I look like when I’m hurting. Just yours.”
Luke’s lips tweaked into a small smile. “Or when you’re coming for me?”
“Loads of guys have seen me come,” I said, crossing my arms over my chest. “I’m very pretty when I’m orgasming. I’ve watched myself in the mirror, so I know.”
Luke laughed.
“What?”
“You are. You’re the prettiest guy I’ve ever seen.”
I was smug for a moment, but then I asked, “If you thought I wouldn’t like it, why did you tell me about the invitation? Was it really to talk to Ryan?”
Luke shifted gears, and something in the beat of silence told me I was right to ask. “I wanted to show you there was more I could give you. If you needed more humiliation, or if you wanted other people to give you pain, there are ways to meet those needs. You don’t have to go back to Kyle to escalate your kink.”
I chewed my inner cheek for a moment, parsing through the confusing feelings bombarding me. Was that actualhurtin the mix? Yes. Why, though?
“I don’t go to Kyle—I mean, in the past, I didn’t go to him to ‘escalate kink.’ I went to him because in his sick way he needed me, and in my sick way I needed him, and those sick ways we needed each other came together in a satisfying way for me.”
Luke shivered. “I know. That’s what scares me so much.”
There it was. That vulnerability I’d begged him for. Now I needed to do my part by stepping up and reassuring him. “Luke, I love what we do together. I loveyouand everything you do to me. I don’t want to ‘escalate our kink.’”
“I just needed you to know it was an option.”
“Do you want to escalate it? Do you need more?”
Luke shook his head, and his hand trembled as he moved to shift gears again. “No, baby. I want you all for myself. I don’t want to share.”
“Okay. Then I thank you for taking me tonight. It taught me a lot.” I start to number things on my fingers. “First, I don’t want public sex. Second, I absolutely do not want to be fisted. Ever.”
Luke laughed.
“Third, as my Dom, you will do anything for me, even things you don’t want to do. Especially if you think I’ll benefit from them in some way.”
“Baby—”
“Shh, I’m not done yet. Fourth, you still think I might leave you for Kyle. I won’t. I promise you. I will never, ever return to him. Say you believe me.”
Luke took hold of my hand and kissed my fingers. “I want to believe you.”
As much as that hurt to hear, I knew Luke was just being vulnerable and honest with me. That was what I’d asked from him, wasn’t it?
Now I had to be strong enough to hold his insecurity without deepening it into a conflict. Aikido to the rescue. I breathed in andlet it out slowly, nodded, and turned to face the window as I said, “I understand. I’ll prove it to you. I promise.”
***
Luke
Minty looked amazinglocked in a cage.
Naked, his painted nails clinging to the bars near his head and his sweet ass lifted back toward the end where I’d affixed a dildo for him to ride. It was deep in his hole, and he was writhing on it greedily.
I’d spanked him when we first got back home, upstairs in the living room, sitting on the sofa. Then I’d ordered him to the cage in the basement, and he’d complied without question. I’d never locked him into it before, though I’d threatened to plenty of times.
I finished drinking a cup of water as I watched him staring at me with his glittering blue eyes, his lips slick and begging for my cock. “Please, Sir,” he whimpered. “I want to drain your balls.”
