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I don’t know how much time passes before I roll her onto her back and she wraps her legs around my hips. I’ve been hard since we walked into the flat and it’s a relief to slide inside her now. She arches her back and cries out as I move carefully, making sure she’s right there with me as we make love. And I think that… maybe for the first time… that might just be what we’re doing.
For once I’m not thinking of all the ways I can challenge her, and then watch as she submits to me. I could force her body to near orgasm fast and then keep her there, edging her until she’s begging me to let her come. But I don’t. For once in the bedroom, we’re simply two souls joined together in the deepest possible way. I push myself up on my elbows and shift the angle of my hips a little so that I’m stimulating her clit with every thrust, rubbing against her g-spot every time I slide inside her.
“Please, oh god, I’m… please… Matt…” And then her eyes widen and she cries out. Her body clenches down on mine so tightly that, for a moment, I can’t even move inside her. And then her body loosens, and she goes limp underneath me, smiling up at me with a gently satisfied smile pulling at the corners of her lips.
It’s only then that I power into her, harder and deeper, her little cries of encouragement letting me know I don’t need to worry about how deep I am. I can feel that I’m deep enough to bump up against her cervix with every thrust but if anything, rather than hating it, she’s just tilted her pelvis upwards, encouraging me to reach even deeper, as if we can somehow be joined more closely, more permanently. Sooner than I’d like, I tilt my head back and shudder through my own climax.
I keep as much of my weight on my arms as I can so that I don’t squash her, but really, I’d like just to collapse on top of her and let sleep take me. I pepper kisses over her face until she stretches up and captures my lips with hers. How have I lived all these years without knowing the taste of her, the feel of her around me, beneath me, on top of me?
“I can take your weight,” she whispers, letting her head flop back on the pillow and I let myself relax on top of her. I’m slightly to one side as I know I’m too heavy for her despite what she says, but I’m still inside her and in no rush to move when I close my eyes.
“Everything will be all right,” I whisper as warm tears trickle over my skin as we both fall asleep.
Ben
Tonight's show must surely have had the longest running time of any of our shows so far. Or maybe it just seemed that way. Someone didn’t check the group chat again after our call, because the two ticks in the corner of all my posts are still grey.
“Is everything all right, Ben?” Alicia asks me. She’s playing a similar role to mine and has spent the last two nights writhing around the stage covered in purple. Unfortunately we are often writhing in close quarters and despite the fact that I have been crystal clear with her about my relationships, she’s still interested in me. She steps up close to me and puts a hand on my arm. “You seemed distracted. Romantic problems?”
“Sort of,” I admit.
“You know, if things aren’t working out or you’d you know like someone’s attention solely on you, then I’d be happy to—”
I stare stupidly at her as she steps in closer and places her body against mine. It’d be inappropriate if we were dressed. The fact that we’re wearing nothing but coloured body paint makes it… hell no. I take a step back but see that some of my green paint has mixed with her purple and we both have mixed patches.
“I’m sorry, Alicia. It’s nothing like that.” I remember what Joss said in the chat and smile. Alicia’s hand brushes forward, and the combination makes my dick harden to a semi. I hastily reach for her wrist and prevent her from touching me further. “I’m sorry, but it’s not going to happen.”
“I just thought you might like a chance to…” she breaks off and I frown.
“To what?”
“You know… be the man, for once. Be in charge.” She steps in close to me again, walking her fingers up my bare chest. “Both your current lovers, they’re both… very dominant.”
I tilt my head to one side and stare at her. “Why do you say that?”
She breaks off into giggles and grins at me. “My parents are friendly with Jocelyn’s. We have a lot of friends in common. Friends… and more. And I’ve slept with Matt. A long time ago.” She waves that bombshell off with a delicate flick of her hand. “Both of them like to be in charge in the bedroom, while you… you’re just not like that, are you, Ben?”
I swallow before answering. “In that case, it sounds like we’re well-matched.”
But there’s something in what she says. Sometimes… sometimes I feel like I’m allowing them to be who they truly are, but it’s at the expense of my needs. Oh, don’t get me wrong, I love what both of them do with me and to me, but there are times…
“There are so many things I’d let you do to me, Ben.” She steps in closer to me. “Whatever you wanted, in fact.”
I let out a strangled groan. So much of what she says is appealing but… but she’s not them. And I’m not ready to walk away from them yet.
But she’s not giving up and places her hand on my chest, trailing her fingers down my skin towards my navel. I catch her wrist before she can go lower.
“I’m sorry, Alicia. It’s a generous offer.” I take hold of her hands and remove them from my body. “But I’m committed to Matt and Joss.”
“You said she was coming to visit today, didn’t you?”
I nod, hoping that she’s got it into her head now.
“So, are they together? Now? While you’re here?” her expression is sly, and I know I should ignore it. She’s trying to manipulate me. I can see it as clear as anything, but then my doubts start to creep in.
“I… Probably,” I say, and as I say it I start to hear a buzzing in my head as if… as if I don’t want to think about these things, but the thoughts are going to come anyway.
“So, why can’t you have someone, too?” She leans forward, not touching me this time. She’s not a bad person, not the type to force herself on someone, but can’t listen to much more of this without… without me starting to believe her.
