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Camilla puts her leotard back on, and I only know from the shuffling sounds in the background. She opens the door to get out of the car and I frown. “I was going to open that for you!”
“What a gentleman.” She says sarcastically as she waits for me. “You always have been soold school.”
She’s said that to me once or twice, and my heart always skips a beat.
I get out of the car and lock it, then grab her by the hand. She tries to subtly let go of me, but I don’t let her. Instead, I pull her through an overgrown path and lead her to the small beach. The sun reflects off the water, making it look a clear blue, almost transparent. She’s looking at it like she’s never seen anything like it. I guess she probably never has. This kind of beauty is hard to find.
My favorite part of this beach is that it has a shallow side with barely any waves, then a bank in the middle that drops off into the deep water. The waves crash wildly against the bank, threatening to flatten it at any moment, but it never does. It reminds me of me sometimes, always trying to be the strong one.
“Wow,” she gasps. “This is where you come?”
“Every time,” I reply truthfully.
I don’t know why I even told her about this place, why I showed her how to get here. For years, this has been my secret, and I don’t want anyone else to know about it. She wouldn’t show Leo where it is, right? She wouldn’t dare bring him here? This is what I get for showing weakness, for giving her a piece of my life again.
Insecurity.
I hate that feeling. The overwhelming, useless feeling that makes you feel utterly out of control.Fuckthis feeling.
“It’s gorgeous,” she says, walking toward the water.
You are.
I drop my jeans and underwear, my phone heavy in the back pocket, then take off my shirt, walking behind her completely naked. She doesn’t look back one time. It kind of pisses me off.
Camilla splashes in the water as she gets in it, then goes to the deeper part of the beach right before the bank. It’s still not that deep, but she’s also not that tall. I remember back when we were at Ilya’s house and she couldn’t reach the pool bottom, so I had to hold her in the deep end. It was the first time I touched her ass. I miss those days.
“Come, get in!” she yells as she turns around. Her face completely changes when she sees me standing at the shore with gentle waves lapping at my feet. She bites her bottom lip when I get in the water, strolling toward her, purposely letting her see all of me.Her gaze lingers on the intricate patterns of all of my tattoos–especially on my chest and arms.
Once I reach her, she stays very still until I lower myself, getting to her level until we’re face to face. Tiny freckles line her cheeks and nose, and the deep cupid bow of her top lip teases me, begging to be kissed. I try not to look at the small details that make her who she is, but it’s hard when she’s willingly handing them over. Not that I haven’t memorized every inch of her.
Camilla smiles, straight, white teeth almost blinding me. Surprisingly she’s the one to get closer to me, making me suck in a sharp breath when her hands hold on to my neck and her legs wrap around my waist. I hold her by her ass, feeling the solid muscles of years of work, and she closes her eyes and hums. I can’t help but look at her face. The pretty black lashes that fan her cheeks, wet from the ocean and sticking to her skin. I look between her lips and the water, trying to control myself.
She opens her eyes, looking right into mine, and smiles. I feel out of sorts around her, as if someone else is inside my body, directing it, taking over. My hand reaches to brush some hair from her cheek. “You’re a goddess, Camilla.”
Camilla gets serious, her eyes questioning so much, and she grabs my face gently and kisses me. It’s soft at first, her pillowy full lips barely touching mine. I give in, deepening our kiss, slipping my tongue into her mouth gently at first, then harder, rougher until I’m grabbing her by the back of the neck and pushing her against my face.
My cock grows hard against her center, and I moan,fucking moan, when she buries her fingers in my hair and wraps them tightly around it. It’s like I’m fucking her mouth at this point, thrusting in and out. The best part? She’s returning the kiss feverishly, her hands tightening in my hair, her tongue licking mine.
“Let go,solnyshko,” I say breathlessly, pulling away from her kiss, “Let me feel you. Let go for me.”
I grab the top of her leotard and begin to slide it down her arms, and surprisingly she cooperates, lowering one at a time until she’s free at the top. I lift her slightly so I can suck on her nipples, and I don’t give a damn that all I taste is salt and water. I wrap my lips around her piercing, sucking gently, licking the tip, and she groans. Her head falls back as if it feels so good, and I have the urgent need to fuck her.
I won’t, however.
She can’t deny I affect her, and when I move her leotard to the side and thrust two fingers into her wet heat, she moans loudly. “Fuck!” she says as she moves closer to me, her chest against mine now. “Fuck.” Her breath is against my ear, covering me in goosebumps as she bounces on my fingers slightly. “Ineedyou. Please.”
“Yes,” I whisper. “You do. But not right now, princess.”
I thrust my fingers in and out of her faster, my thumb rubbing on her clit, and she begins to tighten around me. Her moans echo in my ears, taunting me, arousing me to a painful degree. I just want to take her again, fuck her into oblivion.
I feel her pussy pulsing on my fingers, fluttering and squeezing the hell out of them. She has me in a vice grip as she rides them, trying to steal her pleasure from me. Camilla takes and takes, her nails digging into my back, her teeth biting into my shoulder, and she screams into me.
She lets go completely, and it’s fucking beautiful.
When I pull my fingers out of her, I shift her leotard back in place, almost like this never even happened. I’d like to pretend it didn’t. I’d like to forget I brought her to my favorite place, finger-fucked her, and my heart feels full again.
But I can’t because she won’t let me.
