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At least not until I feel the warmth of her tongue circle the tip of my cock. Her lips wrap around me a second later and I nearly jolt at how fucking good it feels. I will myself to stay still though. I want her to have full control over this experience. Do everything I can to make it a good first time for her because she deserves it.

I slide my lids open slowly. I know the sight of her doing this will be too fucking good to take, and I’m right. Watching her mouth bob over my cock, the way she makes it glisten, and how focused she is on getting it right, small lines forming on her brow as she concentrates.

“Look at me,” I whisper.

Her lashes lift a moment later and her blue-green eyes take me in. She must like what she sees on my face because I see it reflected in her. The kind of joy you can only feel when you know you’ve got someone wrapped around your finger, on the edge of their sanity because the pleasure you’re giving them is the only thing they can focus on. The way I’d felt outside.

“Feels so fucking good I can barely stand it. You’re doing so good.”

She thanks me by running her tongue underneath and around, picking up her pace just a bit more than she was before and I have to curl my fingers around the mattress to keep myself from touching her. She keeps it up for another few seconds before she pulls away.

“What do you need to come?”

“Just more of that. Your tongue. Your mouth. You can suck on me harder if you like it. Be rougher. Sloppier if you want. Everything you’re doing feels good.”

“Okay. Can you keep talking like that? Like you just did? That helps.”

“Yeah, Madness. I can keep talking.”

She gives me a half smile and then she returns to her rhythm, giving me more just like I asked.

“Fuck...” I groan. It’s too good. Too perfect and I’m not going to last long like this. “Fuck me. Yes. You’re so perfect, just like that. Use your tongue, right there. Oh fuck.”

I have to bite back a loud moan. Terrified we’re about to wake up someone in this house and have them running in here to find out what’s wrong. Tobias will probably throw me to the mountain lion himself. But if this is out how I go out, it’s worth it.

“You can squeeze a little tighter with your hand. Go a bit faster.” She listens so carefully and carries out the orders so well. “Oh my god, Madness. Fuck. Yes—just like that.”

I bite down hard on the inside of my cheek and concentrate on not rocking my hips forward. She’s already getting me so close and I’m just trying to stay focused on not fucking this up for her. She’s doing so well, it’s hard to remember it’s her first time. Except then I feel myself on the edge and I can’t take much more. I didn’t prepare for this part, so I grab a towel I’d left hanging over the edge of the bed.

“Fuck. Okay. I’m close. Let me take over.”

She listens, releasing me and my breath stutters and I curse as I take over with my hand on the last few strokes. Coming hard while she watches me intently. My breathing is ragged in the wake of it and she quietly rises to her feet and then sits next to me on the edge of the mattress. I clean myself up and put my clothes back in order before I lay back on the bed. Trying to process how I just got some of the best head in my life from a complete novice.

She’s looking me over carefully. Studying the mess she’s made of me, no doubt wondering if it’s been this easy to destroy a man all along.

“I could have swallowed.” Her brow furrows in disappointment.

I laugh softly that that’s the first thing she says.

“Not your first time. And probably not with me. It’s already a lot to try to begin with, and that’s not something everyone enjoys.”

“Well, I don’t know if I don’t try. Right?” She smiles at me.

“True. But that’s the sort of thing you try with a guy you like.”

“I like you.”

“Well, that’s good considering everything we just did. Glad I pass the likability test.”

She lays down next to me on the bed and looks over at me.

“I mean I like you enough to try. You’re easy to like though. Easy to be around. And you’re good to me. Thank you.”

My heart skips full beats in my chest.

“Madness, you… I should be thanking you. Not the other way around.”

“I just mean thank you for letting me try things with you. Like you said, most guys wouldn’t want the awkwardness and you’re really kind about everything. I just want you to know how much I appreciate it.”

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