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“Fuck,” he breathes, closing his eyes while I move down his chest, leaving a trail of kisses all the way to his hips. He doesn’t tangle his fingers in my hair; I know he wants to by the way he’s clutching the pillow, his knuckles turning white while he holds on. I run my lips from left to right over his hipbone, while he shifts in the sheets. He’s so hard, and I grin watching the vein pulsing on the side of his hard cock. I can feel his heat against my cheek while I kiss the tip of him, tasting the salty precum on my lips.
Swearing, his hips shoot up from the bed as I sit up. Wiping at the corner of my mouth, I ask, “Did I hurt you?” I gasp, pressing my hand against my mouth.
His eyes are wide, and he’s breathing hard through his nose. “You think you hurt me?”
I nod, placing my hands on his heart, and he holds my hands, running his thumb over my skin in circular motions.
“Storm,” he whispers my name. “You’ll never hurt me. Fuck, I can’t believe I let you almost choke on my cock.”
“You didn’t,” I promise him.
“You sure?” His eyes turn to little slits like he’s trying to convince himself. Will I hurt him? Will he hurt me?
“Don’t think about anything, do what you want.” I watch his dick twitch and the precum drip down the veiny shaft, while he lets go of my hands.
With flushed cheeks, I slowly crawl up his body and grab his neck in a vice, his eyes rolling to the back of his head. I spot two rings at the end of the bed, is that what I think it is? I scan the room. “What are you looking for?” he grunts, shifting his ass on the bed. I can hear the need in his voice while he keeps staring at me.
“Something to tie you up with,” I say, trying to mimic his deep voice.
He starts to cough, and I laugh. “I didn’t mean to choke you with my words.”
“I was hoping you’d choke me with your pussy.” He winks, and I feel my cheeks heating again in the process. “Here,” he says, and drags open his dresser, producing a black tie. Is that the one he wore the first time I met him?
He hands it to me and asks, “Have you ever tied anyone up?”
I raise my brow, taking it from him. “What do you think?”
The side of his mouth quirks up and I playfully slap his chest. “Yes, mafia guy, this is also a first.”
He starts to explain what I should do, and after a couple of tries, his arms are tied above his head to the bed while he watches my every move.
I sit on his waist, and he swallows hard. “You know I could take Cat and ransack the place?”
He frowns. “I don’t know what that means.”
“Like we could rob you of your stuff,” I say, running the tips of my fingers over his chest, teasing his left nipple then his right.
He bites on his bottom lip and swears under his breath, not breaking eye contact with me. His cheeks are flushed with desire while he groans and swears at the same time, his hands straining above his head. I run my fingers over his arms, and he cracks a smile, the first full one I’ve seen from him. Holding my hair back, I lean in and press my lips to his, and he groans in response, his hips shooting from the bed. Trailing kisses down his neck, I stop at his nipple, and he growls through his teeth when I roll my tongue around his right one and bite a little.
“Fuck, kitten,” he moans, closing his eyes, with his hands stretched out, holding him in place.
Without warning, I grab his neck and his eyes fly open. “You promise that after the month ends we are done?” I ask, my voice trembling as I close my hand around his throat, or try to, but I probably would need two hands to do it.
He nods and I loosen my grip. “I promise, I always hold them. You’ll be free.”
I take a deep breath and swallow hard, the butterflies in my stomach taking flight. I shouldn’t like him, I shouldn’t like the look in his eyes he’s giving me right now, but I do.
“Take what you want, I know what he did to you,” he tells me, his eyes turning hard.
“You know?” I quiver but feel strong and in control at the same time.
“Yes, that wasn’t supposed to be your first time, he raped you, kitten.”
I press my lips to his again, fighting against my tears. “A part of me knew what he did. I knew the day after, but I was too afraid because I couldn’t remember what happened. He took something from me I can never get back.”
“If you ask me, I’ll kill him for you,” he promises, his eyes on fire and determined.
“I know you would, but…” I falter, staring into his eyes. “Why can’t this whatever fucked up thing is between us be all my firsts?”
