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What have I done? The question gnawed at her, along with the fear that perhaps, in her quest for a fresh start by the sea, she had merely traded one set of troubles for another.

Isla's silhouette suddenly stood poised like an accusation in the office doorway. The old wooden floorboards seemed to groan under the weight of tension.

"Charlotte," Isla's voice broke the silence, her tone unexpectedly gentle, "do you really believe I could stop something that’s meant to be?"

Her question was simple, yet it bore the gravity of a gavel. Charlotte hesitated, the taste of her own hurried accusations still bitter on her tongue. She turned slowly, meeting Isla's gaze—those familiar eyes now clouded with a hurt that mirrored her surprise.

"Because if Simon’s heart is truly with me," Isla continued, her composure as unyielding as the coastal cliffs outside, "no force on earth could change his course. Not even your unfounded fears."

Charlotte wanted to retort, to unleash a storm of words that would sweep away Isla's calm, but she found herself mute, her thoughts swirling like leaves caught in an autumn gust. She watched Isla's slender fingers trace the edge of an antique side table, a touch as soft as a memory, and for a moment, Charlotte could almost believe in the other woman's innocence.

A door slammed somewhere upstairs, jolting them both.

"Simon will make his own choices," Isla said, her words laced with a finality that sent a shiver down Charlotte's spine. "Neither you nor I can sway him."

Charlotte's breath caught in her throat, the sharp sting of defeat mingling with the scent of beeswax polish and aging wood. She was suddenly acutely aware of every crack in the plaster, every frayed edge of carpet—the imperfections of The Crown Inn mirroring the cracks in her facade.

"Excuse me," she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper, as she stood and brushed past Isla. She needed to attend to the disaster unfolding around her to salvage what remained of her crumbling sanctuary.

But as she moved to the front porch to wait for the plumber, offering apologies and assurances with a smile that never quite reached her eyes, the seeds of doubt Isla had sown took root. Could she really protect her budding relationship with Simon? Was her fledgling start in Chesham Cove destined to wither under the shadow of Isla's enigmatic presence?

The questions haunted her, trailing her like shadows as she navigated the corridors of the inn. Each step felt heavier than the last, each forced greeting more hollow. The Crown Inn, once her beacon of hope, now seemed to close in around her, its walls echoing with the whispers of uncertainty and the specter of Isla's lingering influence. Her dream of a peaceful retreat by the sea had been tainted, the canvas of her new life splattered with unforeseen strife.

Yet, even as the shadows lengthened and the inn settled into a deceptive calm, Charlotte knew the turmoil within her was far from over. It had turned out that the plumbing fix had not been as disastrous as she had imagined—she chalked it up to stress and wallowed in some serious mortification at her overreaction—but with Isla's words etched into her conscience and the inn's troubles mounting, she was left to wonder whether her fresh start was just another illusion, as fragile and transient as sea foam upon the shore.

And now, the flooding—another layer of stress. Charlotte’s footsteps were a silent surrender on the plush carpet of the upstairs hallway, carrying her away from Isla's piercing gaze. The confrontation had drained her of all pretense, leaving a raw and exposed core that throbbed with each beat of her heart. It had been more than she could give, more than she had anticipated. And Simon, with his easy laughter and tender gazes, had promised a future that now felt as unstable as the cliffside upon which the inn perched precariously.

"Can I even trust my own heart when it has led me astray before?" The vulnerability of the question made her shiver, despite the warmth of the late afternoon sun spilling across the desk. Each ray seemed to highlight the dust in the air, the imperfections, the reality that not all things could be mended.

"Maybe I'm not cut out for this," she whispered to the room, to the paintings, to herself. The idea of giving up clawed at her, but the exhaustion was overwhelming. She had leapt into this new beginning with a heart full of hope, only to find herself drowning in uncertainty.

"Where do I go from here?" Charlotte's gaze drifted to the window, to the horizon where the sky kissed the sea—a line that promised new beginnings yet remained untouchable. The Crown Inn, her supposed refuge, now felt like a ship taking on water, and she, without a lifeboat, was left to wonder if the shore of her dreams was ever truly within reach.

Charlotte exhaled deeply, her breath fogging the windowpane as she traced a mindless pattern on the glass. Outside, the relentless churn of the sea against the shore mirrored the turmoil in her chest. She watched seagulls wheeling carelessly above the waves, envying their freedom and simplicity.

"Think, Charlotte, think," she murmured to herself, her voice barely audible above the whistling wind that crept through the cracks of the aging inn.

"Fixing things... that's what you do." The words were an attempt at self-encouragement, but they hung heavy in the air, saturated with doubt. She turned away from the window, her gaze landing on the antique clock ticking methodically on the wall, indifferent to her plight.

"Can I afford the rest of the repairs if this is how things are going to keep going?" she whispered, her thoughts turning to the practicalities. "If this happens again—or worse!—insurance won't cover everything. And Isla..." Her fists clenched involuntarily at the thought of Simon's ex-wife, a storm cloud in human form, darkening the doorway of her new life.

"Every problem has a solution," she recited the mantra that had once given her strength. But solutions felt like distant stars, twinkling mockingly, out of reach. She needed a plan—a tangible string of actions that could weave the fraying edges of her world back together.

"Maybe a loan," she said, considering her options with a furrowed brow. "Or a crowdfunding campaign? 'Help save The Crown Inn'... No, too desperate." She shook her head, dismissing the thought as quickly as it had arrived. She didn't know how she would raise the funds if she continued to encounter house disasters, or how she would mend the rift with Isla, or if her relationship with Simon would survive the strain. The questions loomed like the evening fog rolling in from the sea, obscuring the path ahead.

"Tomorrow is another day," she whispered, her fingers lingering on the last word she'd written. The chapter closed with the scratch of the pen, leaving behind a sense of uncertainty and tension, like the charged air before a storm. How Charlotte would navigate the challenges ahead remained unseen, each possibility as unpredictable as the coastal tides.

She needed a walk to clear her head. She knew just the place to walk to.

CHAPTER TWENTY ONE

The waves gently lapped at Charlotte's bare feet as she trudged across the pristine beach, her shoulders slumped in defeat. The natural splendor of the coastline only mocked her now - the cries of the seagulls and the tang of salt in the air only served to deepen her despair.

In the distance, Windnell's ostentatious hotel gleamed atop the cliffs, its sleek glass and steel construction jarringly out of place against the rugged natural backdrop. Charlotte pictured the interior, all cold marble and chrome, devoid of any real warmth or character. Just thinking about it made her heart sink even lower.

Did she still have a chance to accept Windnell's offer? That would mean she would have to give up on her dreams for The Crown, but it would bring the financial security he promised. Already, the hotel's metallic footprint encroached further down the cliffs, its foundations burrowing into the earth. How long before the rest of the cove was swallowed up, transformed into something unrecognizable?

Turning away, Charlotte felt her resolve harden. She had come too far, sacrificed too much, to let her dreams be buried under glass and concrete. The Crown remained her last chance to build something real and lasting, a place where artistry and nature could thrive together.

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