“So am I but now isn’t the time to show you so will you accept my word?”
"Of course, I will."
I positioned my dick at the entrance to her pussy and pushed forward slowly.
“Fuck you’re tight.” I felt like my dick was being squeezed to within an inch of its life.
Nikita’s eyes were closed, and her face scrunched. I continued pushing in slowly until something prevented my progress. Nikita was tense and rigid, preventing me from going further.
"Relax, Sweetheart."
I tried pushing again, but something was blocking me from going further, and a frown creased my face. Then, a light bulb flickered to light.
“Fuck! Nikita, open your fucking eyes.”
Nikita’s eyes flashed open, fear was clear in their depths.
“Nik, do you have something to tell me, something I should know?”
She lowered her eyes and shook her head. It was almost a display of submissiveness, a first for my wife that I’d seen.
“Nikita?”
Tears filled her eyes, one escaping to run over her cheek.
“I’ve never been with a man.”
I barely heard the whispered words, but they caused my heart to slam against my chest and all jealousy from before vanished. I was Nikita's first! I ran a hand over one cheek, brushing away the tear.
“Sweetheart, look at me.”
Nikita slowly lifted her eyes to mine, and I cursed the fear in them.
“Are you angry?” She asked softly.
“Why the fuck would I be angry?”
“I’m inexperienced and might not be good enough for you. I read lots of stuff on the internet so I could make you feel good.”
“I don’t give a fuck about experience. I know we’ll be good together and I like knowing you haven’t been with anyone else. It means I won’t have to hunt them down and cut off their dicks in a fit of jealousy.”
My comment did the trick, easing the tension and causing Nikita to laugh. She thought I was joking, and it wasn’t the time to point out that I was deadly serious.
"You should have told me, because if I hadn't been in control, and wanting to take my time savouring your body, I could have caused you unnecessary pain by slamming inside."
“Do you still want to fuck?”
"Do wild pigs shit in the forest? Of course, I want to fuck you, but I'll need to take it easy…This time."
Nikita smiled and her fear visibly melted away.
"I'm gonna push hard and it will hurt like a motherfucker, or so I believe, for a moment or two." I'd never had a virgin before...first time for everything I guessed.
Lowering my head, I distracted my wife with a searing kiss as I slammed through her barrier. She tensed and her nails dug into my shoulders, causing a bite of pain, but a moment later, she relaxed, and I started fucking her in earnest.
My woman responded to every thrust, chasing me when I pulled back. Her hands moved to my arse pulling me closer. Using her feet as a lever against the mattress, she lifted her hips high and forced me deeper. It was as if she couldn't get enough.
I tore my mouth from hers to take much-needed breaths. Nikita was tight and wet, but we played each other like finely tuned instruments.