Page 36 of Marriage and Malice


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All because of a protective man with a dark beard and a gaze that makes me feel like I’m coming undone at the seams.

I could go for a swim.

Except Christian watches me when I swim. I know he does, even if he is sitting in the library with the windows open and pretending that he can’t see me.

Tension builds in my core as I think about the way he looked at me that night at the lake.

It was like I was the only person in the world who existed to him at that moment.

I felt wanted.

It was a dangerous feeling and one that I know I could get addicted to way too fast.

Before I know it, I could end up far deeper into this forced marriage with him than I ever planned to be.

I don’t know if I could ever love a man like him, even though I want him.

Except the emotions are there. I can feel them lingering at the back of my mind when I catch him in the kitchen, singing along to songs in Spanish or talking with his sister when she comes over for dinner every other night.

I need to get him out of my system.

As I get up to make sure the door is locked, my heart is racing.

I keep thinking about the way his tongue felt as he teased my clit until I came. Heat pools between my legs as I make my way to the ensuite bathroom.

The bathtub fills with steaming water.

I groan as I slide down into the water, feeling some of the tension ease from my muscles.

I close my eyes, imagining Christian hovering over me.

I picture his hands running over my body as I trace patterns on my skin. I can still feel his lips on my neck like that night at the bar.

My fingers dip between my legs, circling my clit as I arch my back.

I try to stifle a moan, thinking of the way Christian’s fingers felt when he plunged them inside of me.

All I can think about is how it would feel for him to tease me again. To feel his fingers rocking inside my pussy while he licks my clit.

I tease my nipples with my other hand, rolling them until they’re stiffened peaks.

My pussy pulses as I circle my clit faster.

I push two fingers into my pussy, moaning as I ride my hand.

When I move back to my clit, I’m teetering on the edge of an orgasm.

“Christian,” I breathe as I come.

As I lean back against the tub, coming down from the high, I know I’m playing a dangerous game.

It starts with being attracted to Christian and ends with being in over my head.

I take another moment to relax before getting up and getting in the shower.

I take my time letting the steam permeate the room while I scrub the memory of Christian’s hands from my skin.

By the time I finish and get dressed, I’ve almost forgotten about the way his body feels against mine. Almost.

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