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I wanted to see his expression. It was such a turn-on for me.

When I told him I wanted him to come, he started to pull out of me –

And then he told me why.

Like a dumbass, I’d totally forgotten about my birth control pills.

…no.

Scratch that.

Not like a dumbass.

I’d had a lot of stuff I’d been working through the last couple of days. A lot to deal with… so it was completely understandable that I’d forgotten.

But he’d remembered.

My first reaction was, Awwwwww, that’s so sweet!

My second reaction was, Hold up… maybe it’s NOT so sweet.

And I ended up asking a super-loaded question.

“If I did get pregnant by accident, what would you do?”

Not the best time to ask, I know – but I wasn’t really thinking straight. Orgasm brain, I guess.

His answer?

It took my breath away.

He smiled at me and tenderly stroked my hair. “I’d ask you to keep it… and I’d ask you to marry me.”

That…

I…

There are no words to describe how I felt other than blown away.

I think I was hoping for something along the lines of, Whatever you want to do, I’ll support you.

I just wanted to know that if I got in trouble, he’d be there for me – whatever I chose.

I wanted to feel safe.

I guess I might have anticipated the part about him wanting to keep it, if I’d thought it through –

But I absolutely did not expect the part about getting married.

As soon as he said it, a tidal wave of different emotions slammed into me.

There was panic – OH MY GOD – like he was talking about something way too fucking serious.

But there was also this…

I don’t know how to describe it, except as incandescent joy.

Just this indescribable burst of happiness I don’t know that I’d ever felt before.

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