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"And the fact you allowed someone to touch you, admitting that you would have slept with her…."
I cut her off, feeling so fucking angry at her pathetic excuses. I shout, "You are not damaged goods. And you were dating that fucking asshole, Olivia! What was I supposed to do? You’ve pushed me away for two fucking years!”
Her face reddens as she takes a step toward me.
She gives me as good as I gave. "We weren’t together! We went on three dates—we never even kissed! He never touched me. Not once! He’s been stalking me since that night at the restaurant. I had to seek a restraining order against him!”
Her eyes widen, shocked at what she just admitted.
My dad's "For fucks sake" echoes through the room, followed by everyone's "fuck," as my eyes darken with anger.
She faked a fucking relationship to keep me at bay.
Son of a….
She clears her throat. "Jon…."
My hand goes out, and I wrap it around her throat to shut her up, barely holding onto my anger. I don't squeeze, and she's not scared. She trusts me, she just didn't fucking realize it soon enough.
She swallows at my coldness as I sneer, "Let me get this right…you faked a relationship with a psychopath, put yourself and April in fucking danger, just to keep me at bay because you believed Kallie's lies. Only to find out the truth months ago to only continue the ruse…because you thought I deserved better?"
She swallows hard again before nodding, and I let go of her throat, gripping my hair as I pace. I can feel everyone watching me, waiting for me to blow.
What the fuck….
I stop in front of her and finally lose my control. I shout, "How fucking stupid can you be?” Her eyes go wide, but then narrow on me.
"I thought you were trying to reconcile with Kallie!”
I take a step forward. "My marriage had been over for fucking years—since she told me there was no baby!"
Her eyes darken, keeping our shouting match. "I didn’t know that!"
I lean down so my face is near hers as I shout, "Because you refused to fucking to me like a fucking adult!”
Her eyes widen as she steps even closer to me, shouting in my face, "If I am such a child, why are you even bothering with me?”
I peer down into her eyes, my heart pounding. My voice hoarse, I confess, "Because I fucking love you!"
She stomps her foot. "Yeah, well, I love you. Which is why I thought you deserved better than me!”
Breaker's chuckle hits our ears just after my girl's confession. “Fuck me, this is better than any soap opera I've?—"
We both look at him and growl together, "Shut up!" making his eyes widen.
The brothers snort, Tech's, "He has a point, this is fucking awesome," echoes out between the snorts, then his grunt, probably after Brook hit his head again; his growled, "Woman!" confirming it.
Still, I don't take my eyes off my girl.
I rasp, “If you loved me, Livvy, then you would hold onto me tightly, not fucking push me away and hurt me every single day, because, Freckles, I fucking hurt."
Tears shine in her eyes as the club quiets. They can hear my pain, pain accumulated over two years.
"I hurt so fucking much. You and our girl are everything to me, and you kept pushing me away. Why? Because you thought I could cheat, you thought I could be deceitful. You put yourself in danger, you put April in danger, just to push me away, when all I wanted was to hold you both and never let you go. If you'd just spoken to me or, fuck, even a brother, then baby, yesterday may never have happened."
She sobs, knowing I'm right. I cup her bruised cheek.
"You never would have been attacked. I never would have my heart ripped out, seeing you in pain, violated, terrified."
