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I blink several times, wishing for the image to disappear. She's been showing up more and more lately. I feel like I'm going crazy.
"You killed me… you're a killer…." She whispers as Doc comes into the room, shutting the door behind him. Kallie disappears, and I try to calm my breathing. He gives me a tight smile, his eyes looking over the bags under mine. He knows his brother doesn't want me here anymore. None of them do, but are too nervous to ask me to leave. But let's face it, when it comes down to it, I'm not their priority because he never gave me the cut.
Doc clears his throat. "Alright, I spoke to your physical therapist, and she says you're improving." I nod, not saying anything. I may always have a limp. He continues, "Your incisions look nice and clean, healing really well, but uh, Liv, you've lost quite a bit of weight."
I give him a small smile. "I've been on a diet."
It's a lie; we both know it, but he nods anyway, letting me off as he looks over my notes, about to say something else when Snake's voice echoes through the door, making us both freeze with his words.
"Please fucking tell me you did not just leave Diamond's room."
Doc looks my way with wide eyes when the man I've given my heart to speaks, making my eyes tear up.
"It's nothing to do with you, Snake."
Snake growls, "Like fuck it isn't. You have a fucking woman, Smoke."
Jonny just laughs. "A woman I don't fucking want." I flinch. "I'm sorry, I know that sounds harsh, but I don't fucking remember her. My last memory is fucking around, then I woke up in a fucking hospital to suddenly being in a committed relationship where we were split for two years, then suddenly, I bought her a fucking bakery? Are you really going to stand there and tell me she's not a fucking patch chaser after my money?"
My tears fall as I hold in a sob while Doc's face goes red with anger.
"I'm sorry, but I just…fuck, I'm not cheating because we're not together. She hasn't left me alone in the past month, she's been fucking suffocating me, and I need a fucking break. Wherever I am, she is. She's not respecting my boundaries; it's bad enough she's fucking living in my house with her daughter, but for her to come to the clubhouse every day. I need a fucking break from her."
I flinch at his tone as Snake growls, "When you get your memories back, and you fucking will, you're going to regret being in that room, you're going to fucking regret letting Diamond touch you, and you're going to fucking regret every single word you've just said."
Jonny…no, not Jonny, Smokey, scoffs, "I don't see that happening anytime soon, Snake. I know my body calls for her, but my mind…my fucking mind is stuck at three fucking years ago. Fuck, I think we should try and find other accommodations for her for a while."
I blink several times while Doc watches me.
He went to another woman, a club whore.
He thinks I'm a patch chaser when he did the chasing. I never even asked for the stupid bakery that has yet to open because I’ve been too busy trying to get him to remember me.
Doc takes a step forward as my tears start to fall.
His eyes showing concern as he whispers "Liv?" but I just shake my head before quickly wiping my tears, my heart missing my Jonny.
I slowly climb down from the exam table, making sure not to jump on my leg where I keep getting twitches, my skin feeling like it's being torn open repeatedly.
I clear my throat and ask, "Am I, uh, discharged then, from your care?"
He furrows his brows. "No, not yet, not while you're still getting PT."
I nod and swallow hard. "Then, uh, I think it may be best if you reassign me to a different doctor, please."
His eyes widen before he snaps, "Olivia, no, don't give up on him when he fought for two fucking years for you!"
I tilt my head at his anger and snap back, "It's different, and you know it, because he doesn't fucking remember me, and don't stand there and act all disappointed in me. I nearly died for him, and he thinks I'm suffocating him; he's just come out of a whore’s room."
He shakes his head, slamming his clipboard down. "You're making a fucking mistake, and this just proves that maybe he was right, and you did want his patch."
He winces as soon as the words leave his mouth, guilt instantly entering his eyes while I just shake my head.
"You mean like how Prue wanted yours?" His eyes narrow as I limp over to the door. Just as I opened it, I looked at him over my shoulder. "For the past month, Ken has been in contact with me. For the past month, I have tried to convince her to call you, and you know what? Lola was right, you don't deserve her. Brothers before their women right, Doc! Send me the bill for the care you've given me."
With that bombshell, I leave the room as his eyes widen in shock. Diamond leaves hers at the same time, her pink hair in disarray. She smirks when she sees me and I raise a brow at her before sneering, “If I were you, I’d stay clear of me before I tear your fucking hair out,” making her eyes widen in shock.
She stutters, “He-he’s single, he doesn’t even want you.” But I ignore her and head to the common room. I see Kallie near the front door, and I have to blink my eyes as I turn to go to the back.
