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I stare at him wide eyed as he pushes in harder, gripping me tighter and causing my knees to shake.
This isn’t fucking, it’s a takeover. A possession order. He is taking every shred of my sanity along with my respectability.
It’s fucking, nothing else, just a primal reaction to wanting something so badly.
I asked for this. I’m loving this and the only disappointment I have is it may be the only time it happens.
My entire body is shaking as he pushes in and out relentlessly and as the pressure builds, I think I’m losing my mind as he growls, “Not yet.”
I gasp as he punishes me relentlessly, not going easy on me, not gentle at all.
I don’t even register we are out in the open anymore. All I see is him. His eyes, his damaged soul and his anger surround him like a superpower. The hunter has his kill and is dealing with it accordingly and I will never be the same again as he enjoys the victory of the chase.
Then he leans down and bites my lip hard, sucking it in as he pushes in deeper. His fingers brush against my clit and I swear I blank out for a second as my body explodes in the most violent orgasm of my life. Somewhere around me I hear the roar of a wild animal as he releases inside me with a feral groan. This is fucking at its most raw and basic and the single best moment of my life.
I am so weak as I lean against the tree, my heart pounding and the sweat rolling down my body.
He pulls out and tosses the condom in the dirt and says gruffly, “Come.”
I doubt I could move if I tried and I’m shocked when he reaches out and swings me up into his arms and whispers, “We need to cool off.”
I don’t have time to register anything except the scent of the man who is holding me as if I’m a feather. I’m naked and so is he and like two nymphs we plunge into the icy water of a stream, the shock of it making me gasp.
He sets me down gently and my feet hit the soft floor of the riverbed and he pulls me close against his body and says huskily, “Thank you.”
I don’t know what to say. I am mortified if I’m honest, but I couldn’t help myself. This water has been a huge bucket of cold realization that I allowed him to use me like a common whore.
Then he says with a tender smile, “If I thought that would be enough, I was wrong.”
“I’m sorry.” I blink in the sunlight as he gently caresses my cheek and once again stares into my eyes, but this time the expression is a very different one.
“Forgive me. I’m used to sex with no emotion and no repercussions. I zip up my pants and leave, or they do. I thought that would be the same for us. That the sexual tension between us would evaporate as soon as we dealt with it. As I said, I was wrong.”
“I don’t understand.” My heart is racing and I’m shivering against him and not just because the water is cold.
He rests his head against mine. “We both wanted that. It needed to be dealt with. The next time will be another test.”
“A test?” I must be pretty thick, because I don’t know what the hell he is talking about.
“I wanted you. I thought once would be enough. As I said before, I am obsessed with you. The trouble is, now–”
He rests his lips against mine and whispers, “I won’t let you go.”
My heart races as he kisses me slowly, deeply and thoroughly. As if he is signing a contract with his tongue that seals my fate. There are no discussions, he is just stating a fact and I am so far under his spell, I have no words. I want this. I want him and I shouldn’t. I should be incarcerated for wanting a man like him, a cold-blooded killer who ends people’s lives in a brutal way.
Mama, I’m in love with a criminal.
The song got that right, but lust replaces love in this case. I lust after him. He has invaded my judgment and turned me stupid—over him.
I kiss him back because I want to more than I want to breathe. I put up with the cold water chilling my bones and the rough terrain under my feet. Even the fact I’m naked out in the open ceases to matter. I am in the arms of a god and whatever he chooses to do with me is absolutely fine with me.
CHAPTER 42
ADONIS
It wasn’t nearly enough. It was only the beginning of what I want to do to Melissa Remington. Fucking her against the tree was just sex. I wasn’t kidding when I said that. I don’t date; I don’t mess around. I fuck and leave. I always have, but from the first time I saw her, there was something that set her apart from the rest.
She is special. Apollo was right, but he had more self-control than me.
