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Reining myself in, I glanced at the clock again.
2:36 a.m.
Time ticked past. I didn’t have any to waste. I wouldn’t scramble my head by sleeping with her without an audience. I couldn’t trip into a minefield of fake versus reality. If I took her in the dark, then darkness would obscure lines I couldn’t afford.
She needed rest. She needed a reprieve. If I wanted to help her with her little ‘problem’, then I had to do it now.
Settling my bulk between her legs, I rolled my hips with a suggestive arch of my eyebrow. My cock wedged in the perfect spot of heat and dampness.
Possessive fury roared through me.
The urge to claim her in every possible way scrambled my mind.
Lowering my head, I pressed my lips to the shell of her ear.
She shivered.
I shuddered.
The urge to come for the fourth time today throttled my cock. “I have to go. I need my wits, and I need you to stay here where it’s safe. Ideally, I want you to go back to sleep, and in order for you to do that…I’m going to give you what your body needs.”
She mumbled something under my hand.
I translated it easily enough.
Prick.
“Don’t worry. I’m under no illusion that you want me or like me or enjoyed anything I’ve had to do to you thus far. I won’t hold your body’s reaction against you. It’s been a stressful couple of nights, and we’re both messed up.” I dragged my nose along her cheekbone. “I’ve been honest with you. Far too fucking honest and…truthfully, being inside you shouldn’t feel as good as it does. I don’t do sex, Ily. I don’t feel the way others do, but with you? You have a bad habit of making me want more the moment I’m finished. I won’t let you pretend you don’t want this because I know that pain. I know how distracting it is, but…it’s purely chemical. It’s just instinct.” I rocked against her, steady and smooth. “You’ve been forced to have sex twice today. You’ve watched others have sex all around us. You’ve lived on the knife edge of life and death. Your system is overloaded, your mind completely scrambled—”
She mumbled beneath my hand. “So have you—”
“And I’ve come twice inside you.” I couldn’t seem to look away from her gleaming golden eyes. “We both know I’m going to have to use you again. Possibly in this very room to play up for the cameras. I won’t treat you kindly or make you come when we’re on show. So…if you need a release, then use me. Right here. Right now. No regrets or doubts. Just let go.”
Her eyes flashed fire. She tried to speak.
I didn’t let her.
I ground hard and dirty against her clit. “I’m not going to let you speak because then you’ll start overthinking this.” Licking the corner of her eye, I tested for tears, so fucking grateful I didn’t find any. “It’s just us. No one else has to know. Not family. Not friends. Just us.”
She jerked.
Her gaze searched mine with fresh panic.
“Just close your eyes, picture whatever fantasy you normally picture to get off, and do it. Think of it like food.”
She laughed sadly beneath my palm, her entire body flushing with heat. She tossed her head enough that I gave her the smallest gap to whisper, “What you’re doing to me is nothing like eating.”
Pressing my hand against her lips again, I nuzzled her throat. “It’s exactly like eating. I’m providing you with something you need to survive. You have two minutes.”
My rock turned harder, crueller.
“Come, Ily. It’s a release. Nothing more. A glass of water when you’re thirsty. A piece of chocolate when your sugar levels crash. Take the fucking chocolate before I stop offering.”
She swallowed hard.
Her eyes locked on mine.
The world screeched to a stop as she studied me for an eternity before…
