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I want to tell him how badly I don’t want to lose him. I don’t want our relationship to end once my car’s fixed. I don’t want it to end at all.
I don’t even know if you can call what we have a relationship, we haven’t even known each other long enough to be able to put a label on it. I continue wiping the trails of wetness off his chest, moving down to his stomach, enjoying the feel of his bare skin under my fingertips.
I’m mesmerized by his firm build, and how his muscles tighten as my hands trail lower. His body is a distraction I so desperately want. My tears all but forgotten, I scrape my nails down his stomach until they meet the waistband of his pants.
“Callie…” He choked out my name. I look up into his eyes and am met with a beautifully pained look on his face. He’s restraining himself, holding back again, like he was last night. Trying to be decent. I don’t want decent, I want him. I sneak my fingers under the elastic, prepared to tug them down. I maintain eye contact the whole time so there is no question of my intent, when he catches my wrists with both of his hands, halting my movements.
“Please, Nathan, I thought I might lose you.” My plea sounds so desperate that I should be embarrassed, but I’m not. Not with him. His jaw ticks, the war raging behind his eyes of what he wants and what he thinks is right. But, this is right, he’s just fighting harder than I am, trying to protect my feelings. I lean up on my tip toes, and plant a kiss on his lips, needing to feel him, to connect with him.
He doesn’t resist me, immediately sliding his tongue into my mouth, simultaneously releasing my wrists. Before I have a chance to continue my work on his waistband, he wraps his arm around my waist, lifting me, using his other hand to secure my legs around his hips. Yes.
He carries me to his bed, never breaking our kiss, squeezing my ass roughly. My pussy is already throbbing, craving Nathan’s touch. He lays me down across the bed, pinning my arms above my head immediately, “You want me to fuck you, baby?” He whispers between kisses that have turned sloppy and breathless.
“Yes,” I breathe out, just barely.
“Yes, what?” He demands.
“Yes, Sir,” I answer immediately, the term slipping easily off my tongue knowing the effect it had on him last time.
“You’re going to do exactly what I say, got it?” He asks rhetorically, knowing what my answer will be. He knows just how badly I want him. How badly I want this.
“Yes, Sir,” I respond, but in my head, I’m screaming hell yes, yes, yes, yes.
“Good girl.” He seals it with a soft kiss. Letting go of my wrists, he stands in front of me at the edge of the bed. “Come here,” he commands. I don’t hesitate, rising on my knees in front of him. I’m breathing rapidly, my need for him so intense, my body trembles with anxiousness, the mattress making me wobble slightly. He steadies me by grabbing my hips, dragging his hands up to my waist, and taking the hem of my shirt with him. His movements halt with a squeeze to my waist, not going any further.
“Shit. Callie, I don’t have any condoms.” He clears his throat like it pains him to say it. “I wasn’t exactly expecting any guests when I moved out here.” I have to process what he’s saying, my mind is a little foggy.
“I have the arm implant,” I pause, feeling a little vulnerable, unsure how he’ll react. “I’ve never not used a condom, but I got checked a couple of weeks ago when I thought my ex had cheated. Just in case.”
“I’ve always used condoms, and I haven’t been with anyone in a long time. I’m clean.” He flexes the muscle in his jaw again, clearly distraught. “We can stop, I don’t want you to feel like you have to.”
Always such a gentleman…
Chapter Thirty
Nathan
My heart is pounding in my ears waiting for Callie to respond. I meant what I said, I don’t want her to keep going just because she feels obligated.
She presses her hands to my chest, running them upward to hold me around my neck, pulling me towards her until our foreheads press together. “I trust you. I need you, Nathan. All of you.” She kisses me gently, giving herself over to me.
I want to fall to my knees in triumph hearing her say those words. Pride courses through me for having the privilege of Callie’s unyielding trust. I kiss her harder, feeling almost feral at the thought of getting to make love to this perfect woman in front of me. Our tongues clash, teeth scraping each other’s lips, and when I thrust my tongue into her mouth she takes the opportunity to suck on it, making me crazy. I drag her shirt off the rest of the way, pushing her back down on the bed in the process.
I’m floored from the sight of Callie’s perfect body, wearing only my black briefs, she looks so fucking sexy. My mind would never be able to conjure anything, anyone, as hot as she is. She’s unreal.
I cup her full chest with each palm, bringing my mouth down to one of her taught pink nipples, reminding me she is very much real. I massage the other side, loving the weight and fullness, and how her soft skin feels in my hand. I lick and nip at the tight peak, eliciting moans from her, getting high off her sounds.
My dick is rock hard and desperate to be inside her, but I want to take my time and enjoy every second of this. After a long, hard, suck, I pop her nipple out of my mouth, making it glisten from the attention. “You’re so perfect, baby,” I tell her honestly.
“Nathan…” She moans breathlessly. My name sounds so goddamn good coming out of her mouth, it’s something I’ve never cared for before, but having Callie say my name in pleasure is becoming the best thing in my life.
I eagerly continue, sucking the neglected breast into my mouth. I bite and suck the firm mound, teasing her, before finally pulling her nipple between my teeth. Tugging gently, I am rewarded with another moan. The sound goes straight to my cock, and I can’t stop from grabbing my hard-on through my pants, giving it a tight squeeze to calm it down.
No luck of that when Callie is still lying before me, hot as hell, and I’ve only just started. Dragging my lips down her torso, I find her waistband and pull the underwear down her legs, tossing it away. I’m greeted with the prettiest pussy I’ve ever seen. Her small patch of trimmed hair is like a beacon to her warm, pink folds.
“So, god damn, beautiful,” I breathe against her, before diving right in.
Not enough patience to take it slow, or tease her, I eat her pussy like a man starving. I lick her slit with my flattened tongue, leading me to her swollen clit. I flick it back and forth, moving my head in momentum with my tongue, hitting her most sensitive spot. She tastes like heaven. She tastes like mine.
