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If that’s the case, then I’ve been telling him exactly what turns me on, what I’m looking for. What I crave in the dark.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
I told Dominik about all my fucking fantasies. That’s why he came on to me like that last night. A bit of CNC like a seasoned dominant, he wrapped his hand around my throat and fingered me until I fucking detonated.
This is all kinds of wrong.
If Aaron finds out, he’ll cut off both our heads and have them preserved so he can put them up as decorations inside his fancy apartment. A reminder for anyone else who dares defy him.
Before I fully panic, I need to get a hold of Dom so we can talk about what happened. I need to figure out where we go from here.
Part of me wants to just pretend like it never happened.
Sleep was nearly impossible last night. With everything floating around in my head, even a warm bath couldn’t ease my nerves. My body was still buzzing from the aftermath of that orgasm. I wanted more. I felt ashamed for it. I never imagined he’d have that type of animal inside him, and I suspect that was just a taste. My desires might be twisted and dark for most people, but for me, they provide a momentary reprieve from everything in my life.
An escape.
Rolling over, I reach for my phone on the nightstand.
Almost ten thirty in the morning. Fantastic. He’s probably long gone by now, although it is Sunday. Even if he’s not working, I’m sure he’s hiding somewhere far away from here.
I’m not surprised to find he hasn’t texted me.
If he thinks he can drop all of this on me and not even stick around to have an adult conversation, he doesn’t know me as well as he thinks he does. I don’t take shit like this lightly.
I begin typing out a message to him.
Me
We need to talk about last night.
My eyes are glued to the text box, waiting for the moving bubbles to pop up, but they never materialize. It’s a struggle to look away and put my phone down.
There is no reason to be this nervous. It’s not like anything even happened. Not like we had sex. It’s not too late to pretend it was all a dream and get on with our lives. No one has to know, especially Aaron.
Striding toward the bathroom, I flick on the lights, only to be startled by the reflection staring back at me. My hair looks like it got into a fight with a blow dryer and lost. My bottom lip is purple, swollen, and tender to the touch. A nice little unwanted gift from Dom. And my neck is also bruised with teeth marks in two spots.
He fucking marked me like an animal.
Tracing the bite marks with my fingers, I clench my thighs as memories from last night start trickling in until they’re a tsunami. Wave after wave, the desire got stronger and we became entangled in one another. I lost myself in him. I want to tell myself I hated it, that I wish it never happened, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. Last night was a taste of everything I’ve been missing. After Runi, I never thought I’d feel that way again.
I shudder as I recall the feel of his fingers inside me, stretching me, exploring as he brought me to orgasm. The way his eyes stayed on me the entire time, as if he were memorizing each reaction and sound coming from me. He drank me in with such intensity, I almost believed he wanted me.
But I know Dominik, and last night was all an act of control. He wanted to claim his territory and teach me a lesson for the way I’d behaved. I’d been out of line, and he wanted to prove a point. He’s so used to getting his way and having all the attention, he can’t stand the fact that I don’t bend the same way as everyone else. That my legs don’t part on command whenever he walks into a room.
I brush my teeth quickly and comb through my tangled mane before stepping out of my bedroom.
“Dom?” I call out, peeking my head downstairs, but I don’t hear anyone moving around.
Glancing down the empty hallway, my eyes fall to his closed bedroom door.
“Dominik…are you here?”
Only silence answers back as I pad toward his room.
I linger in front of his door, contemplating my options before deciding to go for it.
If he’s going to ignore me and pretend like we don’t need to talk, then I might as well go digging in his room to try to find out more about him.
