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I continued plunging hard and fast, blowing hot air from one side of her face to the other. She kept her eyes half closed, her lovely head tilted to allow the water to splash down over both of us.
There could be nothing better than this, the closeness, the connection. The electricity that soared higher with every passing moment. My muscles remained tense, my needs growing to a frenzied state. I was suddenly at a loss for anything but the need for her, being inside of her tight pussy. What kind of man did that make me?
“Oh. Oh, yes. I…” Just the way she licked her lips, panting and moaning added to the special moment shared.
I had no idea how long we remained clinging together, our primal actions increasing, but as soon as I sensed she was close to a climax, I thrust even harder. Now I was nothing but a wild animal in heat.
“Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.” Her cries were muted but every syllable lingered in my ears, the sweet sound of her ragged pants something I would replay a dozen times this morning alone. Her pussy tightened, clenching down like a tight vise and my cock was pulled in even deeper. How was that possible?
“You’re so beautiful, so amazing. Come for me, baby. Come again. I love to watch you.”
She bit her lower lip, allowing her eyes to open wide. “You are… insatiable.”
“Around you, yes. I am. And I’m not sorry about it either.” I no longer recognized my voice. I continued plunging harder and faster until her entire body tensed all over again. When I sensed she was going to lose control, letting off an intense scream, I captured her mouth and the sound.
She shuddered in my hold, her entire body spasming as the electricity seared every nerve ending. Only when she started spiraling down from the intense moment of ecstasy did I slow my actions, taking my time to indulge her with even more pleasure.
I swept my tongue inside, using the closeness to explore slowly, enjoying the moment even more than I had before. She refused to stop being a little vixen, sucking on my tongue as I’d done to her finger. The action was sensual, something I’d never had happen before. When she finally eased her head away, I pressed my forehead against hers, waiting until we both began to catch our breaths.
“Would you really like me to stay?” I asked, my tone more serious than I’d intended but I did want to know the answer.
She leaned back even more, searching my eyes. “I… I’m not sure, Sebastian. I mean, I actually kind of like you. I do. Britta adores you. I just… I’m afraid. You don’t know what James could do to you.”
“I was serious before in that you also have no clue what level of power I hold or what I would do to keep both you and Britta safe. That bastard isn’t going to interfere with your life or mine. I’ll go to the ends of the earth to protect you. Hell, I’ll walk through fire if that’s what you want. Scale the tallest mountains. I’ll set records in a cross-country run.” I grinned when she cocked her head.
“Don’t make promises you can’t keep because I might hold you to them.”
“I am serious, Big Red. There’s something about this that feels right.”
“I know, but that terrifies me to death. I can’t and won’t be hurt again. I’ve come too far. If you’re not serious, then I understand and we’ll just enjoy some time together. But I won’t allow my daughter to get attached to anyone unless they might hang around for a little while. I think you can understand that. If not, then that gives you your answer about what to do.”
As we looked into each other’s eyes, I realized how hard I was falling for the girl, but she was right. Unless I was committed to both Britta and Jessie, I had no right to be in her life. I kissed her forehead, hating myself for thinking twice, but it was necessary.
I knew the kind of man I was. I’d never committed to a single person in my life.
Maybe the best thing to do was to walk away now before it was too late.
CHAPTER 20
Sebastian
Love is a many splendored thing.
Whoever coined that phrase was a complete fucking moron.
I didn’t even have the capability of loving anyone. Did I?
The ache deep inside of me remained, the heavy burden of my decisions along with way I was starting to feel about Jessie weighing heavily on my mind. Her questions lingered in my mind, the look in her eyes something that would haunt me for some time to come.
I wasn’t the kind of man she needed. I was too brutal and ruthless, but in the short period of time I’d known her, the woman had managed to temper me somehow.
There were no immediate answers as to how to make our worlds work together that made any sense.
What did was the fact James would not be allowed to drive her back into the shell she’d placed carefully around herself. She was so tough, so capable but the mere glimpse she’d given me of her vulnerable side had nearly broken me.
And that wasn’t an easy thing to do.
I headed into the kitchen, thankful she’d put coffee in the bag of goodies she’d brought with her. Grocery shopping was tops on my list, but there was other more pertinent business to attend to first.
