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Suddenly, I see a flash in her eyes and they start to glow. The tension around her grows, making me go incredibly still as my wolf growls beneath the surface. I’m quick to notice that her wolf has taken over but I don’t know for what reason. Sometimes asking a wolf isn’t the easiest thing to do either so I have to be careful with what I say or do. I lick my bottom lip as she approaches me, her pheromones hitting me straight in the face. It awakens my own wolf fully, but I do have enough control to keep him back.
“Mate.” She growls at me.
It makes me smile because I totally don’t mind her recognizing me as her mate, “mate.”
She suddenly jumped into my arms without me realizing she was doing it. She climbs my body easily, wrapping her arms and legs around me, pressing our bodies close. Our eyes lock as her face is right in front of mine, making me very aware that we have an audience right now or I would have laid her on the ground and had my way with her. Her lips curl into a small smile before she ducks her head and lightly brushes her lips against mine. My lips immediately part in shock, having not expected this for a single moment. I have no idea what’s going through her mind right now but I don’t regret it at all.
She tastes sweet, making me crave more. I know that it is her wolf who has taken over but a part of me wishes that it was her instead. I didn’t want her wolf to be the one just kissing me, but maybe these desires are what is pushing her wolf forward.
Jared clears his throat, “maybe you two want to get a room?”
I feel a bit embarrassed because I have never been one to be publicly intimate with my partner but I don’t regret it one bit. I carry her off easily, ignoring the stares of everyone around us. If Ava ends up going into heat, I don’t need any unmated males around because it would trigger their ruts. I’m practically running towards the Pack House as she leaves marks on my neck, showing me just how much I also drive her crazy.
Thankfully, we get to my room without any incident, causing me to slam the door shut behind us. I set her down on her feet, ignoring her mewl of protest. I have no idea what’s going through her head right now but I have to be careful about what happens next.
“Ava, is this what you even want?” I ask her softly, not wanting her wolf to be the one in control, “Please, can you let me know? I don’t want to do anything if you don’t want this.”
Please want this.
The dimming in her eyes fades as her wolf backs off, giving me what I need right now. I’m really worried about betraying her trust, making it so she won’t want anything to do with me. I don’t know what I would even do if that happened, slightly afraid of the repercussions. Something inside of me definitely is saying that I have to act a certain way with her, confusing me because I am afraid of what might happen next. I guess one thing will follow the other and I don’t know where to go from there.
I guess I’ll figure it out with time.
I just hope that she doesn’t get upset with me.
“I’d like to try.” She promises me, making my heart soar.
That’s all I needed to hear from her as I cupped her face in my hands and kissed her like my life depended on it. At this point, it probably did but I’ll just have to take it one step at a time. What’s the worst thing that could happen?
Chapter Five
Ava
I was worried about how I would feel having sex with my fated mate since I’d only ever done it once before and I regretted that moment entirely. He is watching me with such a softness in his eyes that it makes my heart stumble a little bit in my chest. It’s strange to already feel so much for someone that you just met but I don’t regret it one bit. If anything, it makes me want him even more in ways that I never thought that I could just want someone. It makes me crave a fire inside of the both of us that screams that we are going to be together forever.
I thought this would never be able to work out considering everything that we have been through already but I guess only time is really going to be able to tell me that. I think that the moon goddess really likes to play jokes and is really trying to rile up my nerves. I never thought or imagined that my place, my home, would be THIS. I had so many plans, plans that I didn’t think would ever come true. I know it might sound a bit ridiculous now but I am afraid to let him in. I’m afraid of giving myself over to him because what if I am disappointed? What if we both learn that we don’t like each other as much as we thought we did?
Honestly, it would tear me apart. It would make me feel things that I haven’t felt in so long. It would make me ache for something that I know will just never come again. It’s a scary feeling, one that makes my stomach turn in knots and makes me worry. Reagan drapes his body over mine, letting me feel every inch of his steel length against me. It’s a bit intimidating, I’m going to admit that, but I’m not afraid. I know what I want and I know how I’m going to get it. It really might be a different experience but there’s only one way to surely know where we are going with it.
He lightly strokes his fingers against my cheek, smiling softly at me, “Is this, okay?”
I’m not sure if it is okay but I don’t want to be a wuss. I want to do everything that my heart desires even when I’m feeling nervous about it. He’s already told me he would stop immediately if I ever asked him to so I don’t need to worry there. I can’t help it though, going back and forth on what I truly want. If this is where I actually want all of this to lead.
“You’re okay.” He promises me softly, running his fingers through my hair, “I have you. If you’re not ready, we don’t need to do anything. I’m okay.”
It makes my heart soar at the thought of him and I enjoy our bodies. It might be a different experience but when I feel his massive length brushing against my slit, I know there’s no turning back. It doesn’t really matter what I want at this point because there is no way in hell, I’m going to just let him walk away now.
“I’m okay.” I promise him, looping my arms around his neck, “just kiss me.”
He does as I ask him to, his lips coming down and meeting mine eagerly. He kisses me with a passion I didn’t know he even possessed, my heart racing in my chest with every move that he makes. His long fingers move down my body, straight to the part of me that is aching to have him. I have never felt so horny in my entire life, feeling a bit embarrassed about the whole thing because it kind of feels like I’m being a bit of a whore.
But the gasp that escapes me is enough to make him smirk the minute he sinks his finger inside of me. It has been a very long time since the first time I had sex and I’m slightly wondering to myself if he is even going to fit. He’s huge in my eyes, making me a bit squeamish at the fact that he could honestly tear me apart if he had wanted to. I don’t think he actually does though because he keeps tenderly stretching me, making sure that I’ll be ready to take him.
“You’re so damn beautiful.” He murmurs huskily in my ear, sending a shiver down my spine, “How did I get so lucky?”
I am almost preening at the idea that he is happy with everything because that does make me excited, “I don’t know. How did you get to be so lucky, Reagan?”
His eyes flash as I see that his wolf is trying to take over, making me want to submit but also want to defy him, “I don’t know. I feel like I’m the lucky one if I am being honest.”
