Page 38 of Beautifully Broken


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Steven starts dragging me into the living room toward his friend. Again, I struggle against him, and again, his strength is no match for mine. Once we’re standing in front of him, Steven forces me to my knees by my shoulders. The man already has his dick out, stroking it, and it’s fully erect.

“Bite his dick, and I’ll slit your throat, Bailey,” he warns and then forces my head toward it.

I clamp my mouth shut and turn my head away. Tears drip from my eyes and land on the guy’s thighs.

“Open your goddamn mouth, bitch!” Steven says, right before he punches me in the stomach.

The punch forces me to open my mouth to suck in air, and Steven takes advantage by angling my head so my mouth engulfs his friend’s dick. The feeling of having this man in my mouth makes me want to vomit.

Steven still has his hand in my hair and he’s forcing more of the man in my mouth. I can’t breathe, but Steven’s relentless and doesn’t let up.

Just before I pass out from lack of oxygen, Steven pulls my head back just long enough for me to pull in a breath.

I make the mistake of relaxing my mouth just a little and my teeth scrape across the man. The man grabs another chunk of my hair and pulls my head back off him.

“Teeth, bitch!” he says, and lands a punch to my jaw. I haven’t even fully recovered from the hit before my mouth is forced back on him. The pain in my jaw and being forced to keep my mouth open, are almost too much to bear.

I’m outright sobbing now. I have huge, fat tears rolling down my cheeks and my face is covered in spit from gagging and blood from my split lip.

Steven is no longer beside me. He has moved behind me, lifting the skirt I’m wearing and ripping my panties off. After fiddling around, Steven starts to enter me. Because he didn’t use any lubrication and I’m dry, it’s extremely painful. He must have become impatient, because all of a sudden, he rams himself inside me. I try to cry out, but I’m unable to because of what’s in my mouth.

Watching Steven rape me from behind must spur the other man on, because he grabs two handfuls of hair and begins to violently thrust into my mouth, going all the way back to my throat.

The man holds my head down on him, and after a few seconds he moans, right before I feel warmth enter the back of my throat.

A couple of seconds later, Steven finds his own release and lets out a groan as well.

The man on the couch jerks my head off his softening cock and pushes me to the side, causing me to fall over and dislodge Steven from my body. I land on my hands and immediately vomit.

I hear Steven in my ear telling me, “Good girl, my pet.”

Steven and his friend get up, straighten their clothes, and walk out the door, leaving me hunched over and crying into my own vomit.

I wake up and barely make it to the bathroom before I start throwing up. Once my stomach is empty, I flush the toilet, reach up and grab a washcloth off the shelf, wet it, and wipe down my face and mouth. After, I lean back against the toilet and bury my hands in my hair.

God, I hate the dreams. Normally, when I wake from them, it takes me a minute to realize that it’s a dream and I’m not currently in the moment.

This one was the very first time Steven forced me to be a plaything for him and his friend. It was pretty tame compared to most of the other times, especially when he took me to his club. More often than not, I came really close to ending things for myself. There were several scenarios I had planned in my head; slitting my wrists, hanging myself, there was even one time that I was driving over a tall bridge with nothing but rocks down below, and thought about driving straight off it. I went so far as swerving toward the railing, but then chickened out and turned the wheel at the last moment. I just couldn’t bring myself to end my own life, even though I knew deep down that Steven would eventually end it for me.

Feeling disgusted, I decide to take a scalding-hot shower to try and scrub away the feeling. Instead of my normal breakfast with Jaxon this morning, Anna talked him into letting her take his place. He was reluctant to give up his time, but after I reminded him that I would see him tonight at work, he finally gave in. I thought it was sweet he didn’t want to miss our daily breakfast date.

Her plans are breakfast first, mani’s and pedi’s next, and then shopping for a couple outfits for herself. I don’t really want to spend any of the money I’ve saved so far, but it’s been years since I’ve had my nails done, so I figure it’s about damn time.

Besides, Nick is leaving again in a week and Anna is already missing him. She needs a little pick-me-up.

When I walk into the diner an hour later, I spot Anna sitting at the counter talking to Nitra, who’s pouring her coffee. I glance to my left as I make my way over to her and spot both Jaxon and Nick sitting at a booth, shoveling food into their mouths. Jaxon notices me and his lips quirk up a bit before he winks.

When I make it to the counter, I take a seat beside Anna and point over my shoulder with my thumb. “What’s up with that?”

“Nick’s pouting because I’m going shopping with you and not spending the day with him. I explained to him that I needed a girl’s day, so he decided to come to the diner for breakfast anyway. He forced an all-too-willing Jaxon to come along with him.”

I glance over my shoulder toward the guys. I almost let out a laugh at the sad puppy dog look on Nick’s rugged and handsome face.

“That boy has it bad,” Nitra says unnecessarily. Anyone who sees the two together knows they both have it bad. I’ve never met a couple more into each other.

“Maybe I’ll buy a cute little nightie today to make up for my ‘neglect.’” She uses air quotes.

Nitra and I both laugh.

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