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I pull her panties down her legs and kneel in front of her. Lifting her leg over my shoulder, I kiss soft feather-like kisses up her thigh. I run my tongue down her center, teasing her clit. Her body arches up toward me. I push my finger inside her, feeling her walls clench down around me.
“Oh god, Clay. I’m coming…” She cries out as her body shudders around me.
I smile at how responsive she is to me. I’m the only man who can make her come from penetration, and I’ll make sure that’s the case forever. I’ll be the only man that ever gets that reaction from her.
I kiss up her flat stomach, pushing her pert breasts together, until I reach her mouth. Her rosy cheeks are adorable.
“I need you, Clay.”
“Hold on, short stuff.”
I don’t give her any warning because she’s more than ready for me. I push into her balls deep in one move. Feeling my balls hit her and her body climb higher again is a powerful feeling. I lean over her body and trail kisses down her neck, her breasts pushing into my chest.
“You feel amazing,” I breathe.
“Harder, Clay.”
“I’m not going to last much longer, babe. Come with me.” I push harder, thrust for thrust. I reach between us and finger her clit, making her cry out with pleasure.
“Oh god, yes. I’m com…” She goes to scream out, but I cover her mouth with mine to hide any noise that might be heard outside my office. It’s maybe a bit late for that though.
Her walls clench around me as her orgasm ripples through her body. It pushes me over the edge and my full body shudders and collapses on top of her, both of us spent and exhausted. I could just curl up beside her and sleep for a week.
“I lo…” I lift my head up and study her for a few moments. I know she holds back from saying the same thing all the time.
“One day you’ll finish that full sentence.” I rub my nose along hers. “And when that day comes, I’ll be ready to repeat it back to you.”
And that’s our silent vow to one another that we love each other, as crazy as that sounds. There’s no room in the army for love. It will only get us killed. We all know that.
“Wow! I had no idea. I’m so sorry, Clay,” says Mandy.
After divulging everything to Mandy, I sit back on her couch and feel my heart pounding in my chest.
“You love her, huh?”
“As hard as this might be for you to hear, I’ve never loved another person as much as her. I didn’t know that kind of love even existed. I just wish I had the chance to tell her. To hear her say it to me.”
“Miracles happen, Clay. You need to believe that she’ll walk back into your life one day. Until you have that proof that she’s dead, you need to keep fighting. Don’t give up on that kind of love. I’ll be here for you whenever you need a friend.” She reaches over and squeezes my hand again.
“Thank you. It means a lot. I sure could use as many friends as possible right now.”
I look over at Mandy and squeeze her hand back.
Life is full of fucked up shit, but one thing I have going for me is my determination. I won’t quit until I get answers… good or bad.
***
I take my coffee and sit out on my porch. It’s a glorious morning; I woke up hangover free, and the sun is shining. I can’t ask for any more than that now. My head is fucked up, my heart is broken, and my soul is destroyed. Who would have thought one woman could possess your body and soul in such a way?
“Meeting room in five!” Caleb calls over to me as he walks over to the office block.
Okay then. Whatever has his panties in a twist, I’m about to find out. I stand up from my porch and take my coffee with me. I’m no good without breakfast and coffee, so the coffee needs to come with me.
I walk over the compound like I’ve got no cares in the world. I’m certainly in no hurry to get to work, because my head hasn’t been on work for a while now. I feel bad that Caleb is back in the office so quickly after Sharlynn has come home, but he won’t settle and leave Chris and me to get on with things.
I push open the door and a few of the guys are at their desks in the square we hash out every detail. If these walls could talk, we’d all be in some deep shit.
“Morning. What’s going on?”
