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“A god complex, maybe,” I laugh.
“Tell me more,” he says. “How was sex before?”
“Mostly good,” I say. Apart from Jeff. Jeff was fucking awful. “But now it’s?—”
He pushes his thumb deeper into my palm. It’s almost painful, but I want him to keep doing it.
“Yes?”
“You’re just trying to embarrass me,” I whisper. “You know how good it is with you.”
It wasn’t good. It was transformative. Life-changing. It was like I was waking up to a whole new dimension of pleasure I didn’t know was possible.
“Well, I see I need to improve,” he says.
I laugh. “You know that’s not true.”
“I don’t want you to think that I always fuck so quickly.”
I swallow hard.
“Usually I take my time. I like to take all night.”
There he goes again, making me squirm. I squeeze my thighs together.
“But with you … I lack control. When I see you naked, I get so fucking hungry for you I can’t stop myself.”
I try to keep my breath even. “I certainly have no complaints.”
“You should,” he counters. “You’re a goddess. You deserve more.”
I can’t help laughing. He doesn’t understand how he has turned my world upside down. He takes his thumb away and I miss it. I like it when his body is pressing into mine, even if it’s just a finger. He doesn’t smile, and I can tell he is thinking. He is taking this very seriously.
“How would you feel about…” He touches his bottom lip.
I sit up and pay attention. I’m getting wet just thinking about what he’s about to say.
“You say you’re not sure what you like in bed. How would you feel about going on a … guided exploration with me?”
My heart beats fast. “A guided exploration.”
“You don’t know what you like, and I’m exceptionally interested in finding out. Why don’t we do it together?”
“That sounds really … hot,” I reply.
“There’s so much to explore,” he says. “A world of sensual pleasure.”
I pretend to consider his proposal. In reality, I agreed to it the second it came out of his mouth.
“Only if I get to do it with you,” I say.
There’s that glint in his eyes. “As if I’d let anyone else near you.”
I feel nervous about having agreed to this sexual odyssey. My stomach is in knots. I’m a little afraid of what might come up. My love life up until now has been decidedly vanilla.
“Don’t look so scared,” Alistair says. My gaze meets his, and I expect him to be amused at my discomfort, but his eyes are hungry, yet kind. “We won’t do anything you don’t want to do.”
“How will I know? If I want to do it?”
