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His words heated my skin and a rush of liquid flooded between my thighs. “Diesel,” I moaned, and swiped a tongue across his nipple.
“Say it again just like that and neither of us will be able to walk in the morning.”
I laughed because I knew he meant it. “I’ve only been with one other person,” I admitted reluctantly. “And that was just to get it over with so that my virginity wasn’t this big thing that I was saving for a special occasion.” It was embarrassing to admit to man like Diesel, so virile and experienced. So worldly.
He sighed and I slammed my eyes closed against whatever he would say next. “It’s pretty much been the same for me. Well, mostly to scratch a physical itch. Not because I was desperate to have them, or wanted them the way I want you.”
Fuck. That wasn’t what I expected to hear, but it was also exactly what I wanted to hear, which meant I was losing my mind. A few good orgasms—okay, more like a whole bucketload of them—and I was that girl with feelings and shit. I wasn’t ready to feel anything, not now and probably not ever.
“I have trust issues,” I blurted out, because that was exactly what a man wanted to hear after he spent the night rocking your world. “Everyone leaves, always, and that makes it hard to trust that anyone will stick around. So, I’m not going to read too much into this, I’m just going to enjoy it.” Whatever it was.
A frown formed on his face, but Diesel didn’t speak for a long time, so long I thought he would accept what I’d said and move on. But he didn’t, he leaned forward and swiped a hot tongue across my nipple, back and forth until I moaned. “You take it how you want, sweetness, but I reserve the right to try to change your mind.”
It was already working. “You’re free to try,” I told him, and looked away because the sight of him, so big and masculine as he tortured my nipples, was more than I could stand. Don’t get attached. I repeated those words to me over and over again. Everyone left, and Diesel would leave eventually too, so I couldn’t get attached. I wouldn’t allow myself to get attached. He’d either get sick of me or get sick of fatherhood. The latter was unlikely considering how quickly they bonded, but either way, he wouldn’t be mine for long.
“Look at me, Ellie.” His fingers grabbed my chin and forced my gaze to his.
I tried for a smile as our gazes locked.
“I’m enjoying this too, but the truth is that I can’t stop thinking about you, sweetness. I fully intend to make you mine, and if I have to work for it, I’m up for the challenge.” His lips met mine in a slow, drugging kiss that stole all the breath from my lungs. His hands roamed my body and his sweet, sultry kisses knocked down every last one of my defenses.
I was powerless to do anything but succumb and submit to the erotic pleasure unleashed on my body. No matter how many times I told my heart to stop getting involved in carnal pleasure, she was determined to make herself part of this. My eyes fluttered shut as Diesel’s lips skated down my body and his broad shoulders shoved my thighs wide open. Every swipe of his tongue knocked down a wall meant to protect me, to keep me safe from this man and the danger her presented to my life.
But the wall was nothing but rubble by the time another orgasm ripped me into a million tiny pieces, some I was sure I would never find again. Others I knew were embedded in the man himself, parts that were now his. Parts that I would never see again. “Diesel, please.”
He laughed, blowing his cool breath over my wet, pulsing center. “Please? Tell me what you need, sweetness. Tell me.”
Now is not the time to be shy, I told myself as my fingers tangled in his hair and I arched into him. “What I want, Diesel, is you.”
“Clearly,” he said, and flattened his tongue, licking me slowly from my ass to my clit. “But that’s not good enough. Tell. Me. What. You. Want.”
“I want you, Diesel. I need you, all of you, inside me right now. I need you to make me come with your cock. Please.”
He growled deep in his throat, like a wild animal newly released into the wild as he kissed his way up my body, nibbling my belly and my tits, my shoulder and jaw before his lips settled on mine. “Since you said please.” He smiled before his lips crashed down against mine, devouring me until I shook and trembled beneath him.
“Diesel, don’t tease me.”
“But it’s so much fun, sweetness.” His hips moved in such a way that his cock teased my opening, brushing against it and my clit over and over, forcing me to beg him to fuck me. “You’re so fucking wet.”
“It must be the effect you have on me.” I moaned as he entered in quick, shallow strokes. “Yes!”
“Ah, fuck!” In one long, deep stroke he was buried to the hilt, pumping hard and fast until we were both out of control, panting and desperate for the next orgasm.
Being with him was unlike anything I’d ever felt. It was like it was more than sex, more than physical pleasure and a necessary relief, which scared the ever-loving fuck out of me. “Diesel,” I groaned.
“You feel so fucking good,” he groaned in my ear as his hips sped up and he pumped harder and deeper, pulling another orgasm from me seconds before his own erupted out of his body and straight into mine. “Fuck, sweetness. So. Fucking. Good.”
He wasn’t wrong, but I didn’t want to examine it, so I shoved away all thoughts of anything but pleasure, but the feel of his big hard body against mine away. I buried them deep and let the pleasure consume me.
Chapter Fifteen
Diesel
“All right, regular MC business is out of the way. Everybody but the core, kindly fuck off.” I watched as the group of men around me made a chorus of noises and stood from the tables and seats this side of the main hub, mostly making their way over to the bar where a few prospects and bunnies were ready to service them, although a handful left the building.
“Right,” Slate said as he and the other core brothers came to sit along the long table I’d planted myself at the head of. “Let’s get to the shit stuff.”
I’d called church tonight because there was too much shit going on and I needed my brothers looped in.
