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“Good.” He bends to kiss my bare belly before murmuring against my skin, “Your mileage may vary, but I think limitations can make an orgasm even more intense. Now lift your hips.” I do and he whispers, “Good girl.”
A sound rips from my throat, a needy moan I didn’t realize I had inside me.
Gideon looks up, recognition I don’t quite understand flaring in his dark eyes. “Noted, good girl. Now silent as a mouse. I need to focus on making you come so hard you forget your own name.”
And good Lord, the man knows how to focus.
Before I know what’s happening, I’m at the mercy of his talented mouth, clutching at his hair, his shoulders, shamelessly grinding into his tongue as he does things to me no one ever has before. And yes, I’ve heard that oral sex is incredible, but I always thought I’d be too shy to enjoy it, that the knowledge that all my less-sexy private parts are out for show and tell along with the sexy ones would have me in my head about the whole thing.
But I’m nowhere near my head as I come on Gideon’s swirling tongue as his fingers thrust and curl inside me. I’m a creature of flesh and feeling, but a creature who doesn’t forget to play by her new rules.
Gideon’s right, the fact that I refuse to make a sound ramps up the intensity of my orgasm until I’m writhing on the floor. And hearing him call me his “good girl,” again, after I come?
Well, that gives me feelings I’m not sure what to do with. I only know that I truly feel “good,” truly enough for the first time in so long.
As I watch Gideon roll on a condom from his wallet and lean forward between my spread legs, I feel like I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, doing exactly what I’m supposed to be doing. There’s no need to strive or push harder or try to be the most perfect version of myself.
The me reflected in his eyes is already perfect.
But she might not be for long, the inner voice suddenly pipes up, not if you let him go in blind like this.
The inner voice is right. I don’t want Gideon to think any less of me, and that means being honest.
Now. Before it’s too late.
I reach up, putting a firm hand on his chest, “Wait. There’s something I should tell you first.”
seven
GIDEON
I freeze, going still, though every cell in my body is screaming for me to push forward. The head of my cock is already nestled between her legs. I can feel her heat through the condom and smell her arousal in the air.
I’ve never wanted to be inside a woman as badly as I want to be inside Sydney right now. But if she says wait, I wait.
I never want to give her a reason to doubt that she can trust me.
“What is it, what’s wrong?” I ask, my voice ragged, but the rest of me holding strong.
“I just…” She pulls in a breath, swallows, then adds in a rush of breath, “I wanted you to know that it’s my first time.”
For a moment, I think she must mean her first time with an older man or her first time in a long time. Maybe her first time this summer? But the worry etched into her features isn’t that kind of worry.
It’s an “I’m in uncharted territory here” kind of worry.
I sit back on my heels, my breath rushing out as my erection begins to soften.
Sydney props up onto her elbows, shooting me a stricken look. “No, please. I don’t want you to stop. I really don’t. I just thought you should know. I wanted to be honest with you.”
“I’m glad you were.” My cock flags further as I imagine how easy it would have been to hurt her, simply because I didn’t realize how careful I needed to be. “But this changes things, Sydney. I told you I can’t promise more than one night and—”
“I know.” She sits up fully, pressing her hand to my chest, just the feel of her fingers on my skin enough to send fresh desire surging between my legs. “And I’m okay with that, I promise. What I’m not okay with is stopping.” Her eyes widen, pleading with mine. “I want you so much, Gideon. I want you inside me more than I’ve ever wanted anything.”
I arch a brow, and she bites her lip. “Okay,” she amends, “maybe not more than anything, but more than anything I can remember right now.” Her fingers trail down my chest, skimming over my abs, making my balls ache. “I trust you, and I’m so attracted to you, and I…” Her lips curve into a soft smile. “I kind of love the idea that this is just one night. One magical night, that I’ll never forget…”
“You’re sure?” My breath catches as her curious fingers reach my stomach, coming within inches of where I’m fully hard for her again.
“I’m sure,” she whispers, a teasing light in her eyes. “I’m not scared of your big bad cock, I promise. I can handle it.”
