AllFreeNovel
Share Us
She freezes instantly.
“No, please don’t stop.” I wrap my hand around hers, encouraging her to keep stroking me. “I meant that I don’t allow women to touch me this way. I’m usually the one giving pleasure because being on the receiving end is too… intimate.”
My knees buckle a fraction when she falls to hers before me. “So you don’t let other women do this?”
She presses a delicate kiss to the crown, testing my reaction before her soft, wet tongue lashes me.
“No,” I pant with my hands trembling at my sides. “Never.”
A smirk of satisfaction, another lick, and then, “But it’s okay if I do?”
Before Molly, sex was a mutual transaction, and that’s how I preferred it. It’s a lot easier to keep someone at arm’s length when I’m in control.
Now she wants to give to me, and I’m suddenly helpless to resist.
“Yes.” My thighs clench with anticipation. “Fuck yes. Put my cock in your mouth, kitten.”
When I’m fully enveloped in that decadent heat, my thoughts short circuit. I buck forward, breathing hard as I brace one hand on the wooden counter behind her and the other on the back of her head.
She swallows me deep, then sucks back up my shaft with a hum of praise. Sweat breaks across my brow and shoulders, my fingers grip her hair, and my lips part when she cups my balls, giving them a gentle tug.
It’s been many years since I let myself experience this type of pleasure, and it leaves me exposed, even though every inch of my body is prickling with ecstasy.
Give her control. Let her have it.
Black spots filter through my vision when she adds a hand at the base, sucking while jerking me off at the same time. My fingers curl so tight against the counter that my knuckles pop. “Molly, I’m really trying here. You’re—ah, fuck.”
Dark green eyes flick upward, and I’d know that determined look anywhere. She’ll drain me where I stand if I let her. “A few seconds longer. That’s all you’ve got until you’re mine.”
More of those pleasure-filled hums vibrate through my groin, and I almost give in to riding this out until she says we’re finished.
Almost.
The second I pull out of her mouth, I can all but hear Lucas calling me an idiot.
How fucking hard can it be to let her take care of me?
But I’ve been hard-wired to give, not receive, and as much as I’d like to let that go, it’s not as easy as I hoped it would be.
I pull her up from the floor, and noting my struggle, she brings my forehead to hers. My arms and shoulders bunch with tension as I breathe heavily through my nose, hating myself for fucking this up.
“Goddammit.”
“Hey. It’s okay,” she says. “Tell me what you need.”
I clench my fists, but she’s not letting me shut down. Instead, she takes one of my hands and guides it between her legs.
On instinct, my fingers uncoil, and I slick them through the soaking wet seam of her pussy, stealing a gasp from her lips while slipping one finger inside her.
A rumble thunders through my chest at how swollen tight she is, ready to be fucked.
“Is this what you needed, Rowan?” she murmurs against me. “To be in charge for a little while?”
I suck on her bottom lip, utterly lost to the sensations of her. “Yes.”
There’s a grittiness in my response, like I’ve checked out, and the animalistic part of me she’s seen before has taken over.
“Then take it.”
