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When the wound was finally clean, Griffin bandaged me up then led me back to the bedroom. We both stripped to our boxers and climbed into his bed, our bodies meeting in the middle of the mattress, facing each other.
“Does it have to be a cat?” he whispered.
I chuckled and shook my head. It had been a rough fucking morning. Hell, it had been a rough four years. But laying there next to him, I could almost pretend that I had a normal life.
“What are we doing?” I asked him.
“I’m going to need a little clarification on that,” he teased.
“You and me,” I said. “Fuck the cartel and our jobs and all of that. Just…us. Right here. Right now. What are we doing?”
“Well, as you so eloquently put it last night,” he said, rolling over me and pinning me to the mattress with his body. “Whatever the fuck we want.”
Chapter Sixteen
~Matt~
Griffin shifted off me long enough for us to discard our boxers, then he was over me again, his mouth locked on mine, arm thrust between our bodies, his hand curled around our erections, pumping us both firmly but slowly.
“I want you,” I whispered against his lips.
“I know,” he answered. “I want you, too.”
He rolled over, opening the drawer in the table beside his bed and pulling out a tube of lubricant and a gold foil packet before climbing on top of me, resting his ass on my thighs as he stared down into my eyes.
“You don’t have to use that,” I insisted.
His eyes darkened and he reached out with the condom, dragging the rough edge of the foil down my chest before bringing it back up and flicking me across my nipple with it.
“What did I tell you?” he said. “I won’t risk your safety. Even if I have to keep you safe from me.”
He ripped the packet open with his teeth, spitting the torn piece from his lips before extracting the rubber and rolling it down his shaft.
I’d seen his cock just the night before, but somehow seeing it again, knowing that it was going to be inside me soon…it seemed much larger than I remembered.
“Relax,” he whispered, chuckling softly as he lifted my chin with a finger to make me meet his gaze again. “I won’t hurt you.”
“I know,” I said. “I trust you.”
For just a second, his mask slipped into place. His face going cold and expressionless the way it did when he was hiding from something. But it melted almost as quickly as it had slammed into place, and his gaze softened as he leaned down to kiss me.
My tongue pressed against the seam of his mouth, and he opened to me, lips and teeth colliding as he moved, sliding his body down mine.
I heard the soft snick of the tube being opened, but I jumped when his slick hand closed around my shaft, pumping me firmly as his tongue started to move in time with his fingers.
“Stop,” I begged him, my hand closing around his wrist to hold him still. “Don’t. I want to come with you inside me.”
“That doesn’t always happen,” he warned me. “Especially your first time. You’re laboring under false impressions. Getting fucked in the ass the first few times isn’t anything like getting your dick sucked. I can promise not to hurt you, but that’s not the same as making it feel good.”
“You’ll find a way,” I said calmly. “Can we at least try?”
“Matt, there isn’t much I wouldn’t do for you,” he admitted softly. His hand cupping my face as he leaned down to kiss me once more. “Just be patient, okay?”
“That doesn’t sound like me,” I admitted. “But I’ll try.”
He smiled and shook his head as he reached for the lube, squeezing a generous amount on his fingers before tossing it aside again.
The gel was cool, and it startled me when he circled the pad of one finger over my opening. He paused, but when I didn’t say anything he pressed forward, spreading me open with first one digit, then a second.
